LURVE 4 ENTERNITY -- yet im falling apart...

2006-09-02T20:16:00.000+08:00

yes.

i shall confirm to this shocking news! >.< whole of this holiday! XD

nopes, not lying. im going to try and give my very best to mug for the holidays. why? hmm.. partly because i know my grades are very lousy.

my math failed 2 times, my english all crapped out, my physics blanked out, my chinese crapped out, my geography blanked out, my biography forget liao. yupps. it's actually a sad sad news ): c'mon cry for me, cry me a river. XD

okay, im not crapping. im seriously scared. how many times would you see me pia homework?

went to loyee's house today, enjoy about 3 hours of piaing geography. yes, i actually enjoy mugging with them. with loyee chang &me. seriously wacky rights? we decided we could not study in places like the library, macdonald and so on. we akways end up chatting instead. so we decided to go to each other's house and to the coffee bean.

time table for the week:
sunday - go shopping with mum
monday- 11.15am to 6pm mug at coffee bean.
tuesday- 1.30am to 6pm mug at my house.
wednesday- 8am to 10am exercise and eat. 10 to 6pm mug
thursday- 1pm to 6pm at coffee bean.
friday- CID project.
saturday- 1pm to 6pm at loyee's house.
sunday- relax abit.

hectic. i know, but no choice. oh eugenie, other projects you tell me what's the day and time, than after that i go back to my study session. i rejected other request to go out and mug all day -.o that take alot of mental disipline alrite?

oh yeah, anyway picturespictures (:

the first thing she said when she saw this pic is that she don't have picture -.- okay, that's besides the point she looks freaky like those books of vampire. well i think its kinda true since they have unnatural beauty and she has that too.

im not gonna post or take another picture of myself for this period cause i've develope a serious case of acne. boohoo.

rahh.. the only homework i've done is english summary. im scareddd.

rahh.. i go relax abit now. buhbyes (:

2006-08-24T18:09:00.000+08:00

new nickname for him, figured its too easy to guess whose that. so yeah, i think goldfish is still worse than her.

okay, that's not it. just came back from SAPS and received a very happy news. (: JASON AND CHERYL are in singapore. they even went back to SAPS just now but i missed them. urghs. but nvm, im gonna head off to their chalet in a few moments.

shall keep you guys updated (:

2006-08-23T17:29:00.000+08:00

actually i wanted to bash people up in this blog post. but hmphf, just read finish icrapalot and the first post she wrote i already knew she's gonna be from RV. typical, only RVians complain about this type of stuffs.

so yeah. i shall be a real guaikia and not reveal their fuggish names. anyway, it'll be too pukish to let you hear anyway. first thing first. i understand why chinchow and loob complain about us because they are our form. understandable. this class is our problem as well as yours. but fanchoy i don't think so. your merely our math teacher. what wrong when you scream louder than our form?

it screeches, it does. do you know how high your voice is? the way you positively shriek at us. socks, you said our socks are the lowest in the whole of secondary one level. are you sure? without any proove or statistics you said our socks is the lowest. shirts untuck, we just came right back from the toilet and of cause many of us havn't tuck in well. class, extra chairs, rubbish, dustbin. extra chairs definitely ain't really our class problem anyway, its already here when we came. rubbish, hello? its in the morning, people usually sweep the floor after school. dustbin, poor yongyu is poor enough already, yet you guys still traumatize him. loob, its really unfair if you want us to have the same duty rooster throughout the year, i think its really unfair okay? some people got really slack jobs while others don't.

the way you scream, shout, shriek, nag at us already pisses all of us off okay? that attitude of yours. even guaikia say ''FUGG'' at you okay, not paikia. you told us to stay back for detention yeah? yeah. right. RIGHT. if you fugging hell tell us to stay back for detention to clear all of secondary 1 &2 classroom and even the fugging corridor, than how are we going to study? what about our projects? you fugging well give lesser hwk if you so shuang shuang give us detention la.

teachers just don't understand do they? its their fugging prob if they consider our socks too low, i can tell you that my socks are about my ankle, yet they still want me to pull higher. higher. HIGHER. c'mon la, last time when jap socks are in style you tell them to pull lower donneed to wear socks also can izzit? now we wear sock you also not happy.

this not happy, that not happy. we're not the best class, and even if we are, we can't be perfect alrite?

cornish also, 45 minutes tell us to do finish test paper when the test is 1hr. do you think its fair to us? its graded alrite?

agogo also, everytime realease us late. remind so many times he still say awhile more. awhilemore awhilemore, everybody almost off i still in the class room listening to him till 2.20. just because im the only few ones in the room doesn't mean you can just make me stay. CCA alrite? i need to queue, change, drink no time to eat within 10 minutes. SIAO LA.

even had to fall out with my friends. SHUEY ARH.

im pissed. pissed. PISSED.

2006-08-18T23:00:00.000+08:00

surprisingly, NCC was real FUN today! <3

its like the first time after so long that im able to enjoy NC wholeheartedly again. today, well, i could say that our drills were better from the back as so it seems. our dressings are better than normal and yeah, keep it up alrite alpha! ;P

alpha must hearts each other loadsloadsLOADS.

&yeah, im once a slacker of the day. okay, this time im not really happy about it. this is the second activity i can't get myself involve in pumping and its oneweek since i last did my pumpings. RAWWRR.. my arm power already so lan one week no practice sure more lousy de. ): they learn't a new way of pumping today. don't know whether its hard. think i'll need 4 more days in order to try it out, but can't do too much cause my skin will tear..

she changed. or maybe my feelings are biased towards her. so i hereby declare that all my sergeants are NICE. there's times that you have to scould us and there's also times to joke around. no kidding. yeah.. yeah.. &yeah good luck for ya exams (:

ours are coming soon too ):
imustmugmugMUG. you guys must remind me too okay?

realised that i reached home around 6 for this whole week and sat&sun are packed with projects. than after half a year, i realised that since i step into ridervamp, i've not been out with my family during sundays to the beach, shoppings, temples and stuff. i felt really.. really sad. sad that i neglected my family.

...
can't be help.
they really didn't help by reducing the workload but INCREASING it instead. and mcc said to us today, ''you should consider yourself lucky, because as IP student, you people have less work that others.''

those who agree please raise your hands.
*looks around*
everybody muttered what the fu(k

IP STUDENTS HAVE MORE WORK FOR GOODNESS SAKE OKAY?

im tired and want to sleep le.
shall reason out to you guys about a fugging article i read today.

2006-08-16T19:15:00.000+08:00

my legs still hurt alrite? no thanks to shereen and shirleen. just my luck you guys keep poking there.

trainfire was fun, though i had lot's of problem with it. handling rifle this type of stuff ain't just me. i think pistol would be much much better! but of cause, NCC is still loads better (: yeah, i shall stay till sec 4 than try out some slack CCA.

im a slacker~! ;P

that act is over, but still i'll keep it in mind. you're a good sergeant, and all alpha agrees too. don't worry too much le. we'll do our best during drills well, unless till we're tired. manmanman, im really a slacker. throughout the whole cca yst when my poor alpha's doing pumping while im doing buddha clapping. ):

haha. oh yeah, and im telling you im failing physics practical. i don't know about it and didn't got my practical book until after the test. seesee, how i study and know how to make observation, alot of things wrong lo. leeteo still okay, but its ms ong. shueyshuey..

&yeah! i love mr goh! @#%$%**& nono, its true. mr goh is a darn nice teacher, perhelps too nice. think about it, the answer sheets he provide for us is all done by himself, all the longlong explanation and everything. yes, he do it all. do you recall other teacher's doing the same thing for us? mr goh also respond to each of our questions and is very willing to stay back after class and after school to teach us. do you recall other teacher's doing the same thing? well, some do but they do for the sake of doing. and their monotoneless voice really makes me sleep. mr goh might me be longwinded, and the more he explains the more some people don't understands, but his heart is in the right place. i can see the passion in him, the patience in him. his reallyreally comical ;P

don't despice him, he might not explain well, but he tried hard enough (: being a teacher ain't easy alrite? and he ain't a boring teacher wad.. -.-

MR GOH RAWKS! (:

lols, i cut short his remedial time today to go collect my autograph click five album! yesyes, i've got it. don't fight (: it shall not be shown to lolo and changy to prevent damages to my precious. XP though, still kinda sad i didn't win the phone instead, but i win something (:

okay, math test and chinese compo tomorrow. ):
people wish me luck! <3

2006-08-13T21:32:00.000+08:00

): ): ):

its monday tomorrow again.
ahhh.. SAD. can't stand it. why can't we have 2 days study and 5 days holiday, its really no point forcing people to learn when we can't take it all, all work no play is really... no one can stand it de.

haha, just got a display picture from liqin.

to my deardear platoon mates, save this picture and put it as your display picture okay (: LOLLIPOPS are CUTE! <3

my parents just enrolled me in JUST mathematics. i don't blame them, my math is horrible vegetable. im like almost the lowest in class, but i'm scared. going to a tuition, sitting through the class, not understanding a single shit the teacher's yaking about. &when everybody gets to work, there im not understanding how to do it. that's one. it would be extremely lonely if i don't have friends to go with me to tuition. im not one to barge in when people's talking. like, i have to sit alone through the class, i can't stand it.

8 lessons. &i found out fucken benjamin is in it too..

im scared.. seriously. im scared... maths just not me.

2006-08-12T21:59:00.000+08:00

boom!

im not gonna let myself go through all these again. no, i ain't gonna. after this &that, after all i've gone through, after all the persuasion, tears &believe that i have in what i feel. this is simply wrong.

deardear! what are you thinking of?! you know you won't allow yourself to fall into this pile of shitless worthless stuff and here you are again. face life, face reality. this ain't a place for you. it ain't. you're not worth it.

...

...

someone stop me from stepping into this hell. paradise for you, but its hell to me. H.E.L.L

okayy, i shuangshuang go lolo's house today. mostly we just crap &i've got a whole stack of chem notes from her XD hohoho. i thought her hair's gonna be hedious but *frowns* i don't find what's so funny and different about it. weird taste.

i've learnt alrite. dear me has learnt to keep her mouth shut from people's experience. man, i know i know im gonna be in so deep trouble if that really happens to me cause SHE ain't as pleasant as HIM. &im starting to grow on him more &MORE.

man, hateherhateher. so happy she's missing for so long.

!!!

questionoftheday: why ís xinran &zixi not present during rod?

2006-08-12T11:02:00.000+08:00

yooyooyooyoo.
hohoho.
never knew rod was fun, thought is going to be torturous for us juniors ;P

hohoho, first for some self-whoring pictures. -.- Siann, havn't got hold of my platoon pictures ma..

okayy la, i know very lame. That day got home realise that i lost my bandana than rushed to westmall and buy. Bandana rawwks! (: (: (: you should have seen valerie's bandana! so darn cute lo, i small bun with two bandana ends poking out. cute la!

oh wait, i was kidding when i say they didn't torture us. they torture us using other kinds of lamo method. first we've to play this 'elope' (whatever you spell it). okay, that's fine la. we've played that before, but c'mon la. play it with the boys -.- no way lo. this is a no-no way to maintain relationships. they torture us like hell, onegirl+oneboy. you can imagine the horror in us when we here &see that. waaa... my innocence is ruin. (seenoevil,speaknoevil,hearnoevil).

okay, i fell down during elope -.-
yes *groans*
i fell down again the second time in this year, how clumbsy can i get? its either my fucken shoelace or kendrick's flying rush.

but i really pity kendrick lo. kendrick arh kendrick, why you didn't make use of this chance well. two nice games for you to play you also didn't get it the same group.

oh yarh, the second game is -.- donnoe what shit la.
you've to say, ''babyeh if you love me, please smile.'' than if the person vibrates or smile. ddada. done. its very er-hem.

so this is the way of bonding -.-
their methods are scary.

seniors gave us alot of nicenice stuffs. woots! thankyous! alpha really appreciates it. oh yeah, especially the LOLLIPOP! thank you qiuhui a.k.a KIWI!

hohoho, rod's fun.
can't wait for next year!

2006-08-09T21:19:00.000+08:00

I think, i think..

...

that somehow, i did cause trouble and misunderstanding between people. i saw their face, the sadness in their eyes. i saw them pulling away, feeling betrayed. i saw them sitting apart, pretending to enjoy their life. i saw them turn away, ignoring each other in the face. i saw the tears, they tried so hard to blink away. i saw the hole in their heart, growing bigger &bigger every single day. i heard their voices, pleaing to get away. i saw friendships breaking apart &patching up.

things always ain't the same.
this life im living in, is not giving me a sense of security.
and i thought, i thought.
maybe i can solve the problem by getting myself a boyfriend. -.-
but it'll all amounts to nothing in the end.

the problem does lies in me. if i go away, will things still be the same?

im broken.
im devastated.
the problems never seem to end.

and this makes me think back of my life in SAPS.

i looked at the people trying to fit in. i know they were the outcast. a small selfish part of me felt relieved, relieved to have such a sense of security in me. we've been glued tightly together since primary three. we truimped at each other success. we comfort each other when things get stupid. we laughed at each other mistake. we encourage each other. we get up and walk together. we were a group, a clicke. we were the TRIO - lolo, chang &me.

i remember our promise to stay together near PSLE, when all of us worries about each other, whether we would be together. the idea seems sort of distant to me. the day i loyee change her mind and said she'll go to nanyang. i smile. i saw her joy, her parents joy, her whole family's joy. and i know, yeah. she belongs there. a top scorer like her shouldn't waste her life away in ridervamp. i felt broken, the feeling of seperation.

but we're the trio, nothing could break us apart. i could not stand the idea of meeting each other only occasionally. so i came up with the idea of meeting each other every saturday for SS. and all i look forward to everyday is SS. it hurts when i can't go for one because of groupworks. the last time i saw lo was 3 weeks ago?

im happy for our friendship. im glad that we didn't drift apart. i saw cloud &annabelle distant away. i saw valerie moaning that she hadn't seen her best friend for 3 months. i saw genie &melody break away. and im relieved, that we braved through all the storms.

Sometime the sun will shine, but life has its ups and downs so that we can get a rainbow in the end.

i yearned for the times in p6'05. our capable teacher, mrs ho. though she was scorn upon by other teachers, she always remains positive. she injects courage, compassion, love etcetc. into us. i always thought ms lim was the best teacher. i felt rejected when ms lim just stare at me the visit back to saps. but now thinking back, mrsho. she's a teacher to be praised. she works for us. i love her.

i love all my classmates. we used to laugh at the idea that we would not be able to see each another next year. i guess it came through didn't it? i miss the times during psle, when me loyee and chang started the trend of going to the library. the boys even gave up soccer and went to the library! i remember the times after psle, i remember the daidi we played. i remember the gameboy youwei was hook upon. i remember farez attempts of playing heart attack. i remember everything. and i don't wanna let go of it. that day in SAPS. as i look around in it again, i cried. i cried okay. everythings just dissparates from me.

why can't i have everything in life?
i would give up everything in ridervamp, just to have that idiotic malcolm scorning at me.

im beat,
emotionally worn-out.

i guess i shall sleep right now,
no one is going to stop me from going back to saps on teacher's day. you heard me?

NO ONE.

2006-08-08T20:02:00.000+08:00

It's ~~NDP~~NDC!!

haha, i shall tell you the BIGBIG difference between them. ''NDP is cooler, more exiting &shiok. NDC is some stupid thing where you have to sit through the whole thing groaning away.''

especially ridervampNDC.
that
is
the
most
un-enthu
celebration
i've
ever
come
across.

Yeah, i mean, ''C'mon people chill, its only once a year.''
be cool about things just for one can't you. you ain't doing me good, you ain't doing us good &you ain't doing yourself good either. you'll definitely die from USS (uptight suffocation syndrome) if you go on like this. seriously, i think it's acting up already. cause im pretty sure that you have cockeye, cause people everywhere tuck out their t-shirt, so your suffering from some kind of frantic depression and only notice the people in the front row. -.-

i mean c'mon la. some of our t-shirts are like just right and its kinda impossible to tuck in. okay, you see we're really clueless on how to tuck in, so why can't you show us? teacher's should be our respectable role model right?

-.- see, you can't. there's male teacher's around and you don't want them to see you getting all ugly. at least there's one good point XD. no sock checking today!

...

i guess it's kind of different this year round. i'm so used to be a performer instead of a watcher. i love the way we practice for weeks for the performers. i love the way we got scoulded again and again by mrliew. i love the way we scrambled for our nightgown. i love the way we laugh at each other. i love the way the boys put on their nightgown embarrasingly. i love the way we laugh all the way down to the hall. i love the way we nudge each other when we sing. i love the way we grin to ourselve staring down at the audience. i love the way we hurry each other down the stage and outside the hall. i love the way we groaned why we can't watch other performance. i love our BIGBIG celebration.

it's so much fun last time.

so i embrace this thought and went back to SAPS.

our own waterworld.

remembered sitting on the railings and chatting with the guys.

love swinging around here.

the pond. my duty area where i just play around with the water -.-

the 2 stores we frequent. the tidbits store turn kind of er-hem. weird whole canteen only this one turn till liddat.

the table we sat on everyday.

can't say im too dissapointed, but dissapoint enough.
at least i saw a few of our goofy pals. but it's kind of difficult to communicate with weide that gang le. alex and emu is still as krazy as ever, heard malcolm kept topping things in his school. amirul still as act shuai as ever. yeah.. everything seems almost the same, but it ain't..

IT AIN'T! i use to be able to talk with them about anything.
...
im very sad.
im very sad.

!!!

rod last till 9.30pm
bigbig dissapoinment for me. i thought they are going to organise it within the CCA time, but all my hopes.. PIANG! must drill and pt le ): 9.30pm lehh.. so late liao lo. they better gimme dinner or not i shall drop dead that day, whole day eat breakfast only la -.-

2006-08-07T20:43:00.000+08:00

Calligraphy lessons are fun.

Not when you get all black and dirty because eugenie tried to paint you up, but your attempts to write a nice nice LIHUA, but it all got mess up, spotchy &ugly in the end. yes, i must admit ''my LIHUA sucks!''

uh-uh.
my writing sucks, not lihua. i'm not about to get caught again by you guys stupid -.-

!!!

Tomorrow's national day's celebration (:
I'm gonna be a happyhappygurl. School's letting off early, like ''WOW, ONCE IN A LIFETIME!'' but yeah, we still have to stay back to get rod dance done, but im not about to wait till 3 for the whole SC to be over. like, H.E.L.L.O? i have to get back to saps, not just me too, im sure other platoon mates miss their primary school too. we've really deep feelings for it.

okay, i know. i know. i should put rod in front of my mind instead, its this friday for goodness sake, but i really miss SAPS.

...

!!!

Yeah SAPS.
i shall try to recall all p61'05 peeps, haish but its always unsuccesfull. I'm so sadded, i don't want p61'05 to fad away from me..

nonetheless:
1)Abishek a.k.a abi-shake. seriously, i use to spell his name this way. i'll always remember his a fan of cheeky club btw.
2)Amirul a.k.a usher. his a darn shuai guy, and i used to enjoy sitting beside him, and i bet i still do ;P
3)Qiying. one good friend of seychee, sitting behind usher de (:
4)Rakesh. his a fugger, and hurt his cock because of her fight, and got himself hospitalize for like 1-2 months. seriously, i think he deserves it. he got my friend scoulded for nothing because rakesh kick him.
5)Changning a.k.a cangying a.k.a housefly a.k.a canger. she's moi best friend! ehh.. nothing much to say about her except she's a darn good person to tease if your bored.
6)Kailun a.k.a chenkaihua. kai, you must be a macho man alrights?
7)Youwei a.k.a soccerfreak. its true, his the only guy that is so engrossed in soccer that all he wear out for trips are jerseys -.-
8)Emanuel a.k.a emu. good pal of emu, kept hugging each other de. his a real blacky mama, and i love it when he goof around in class.
9)Donovan a.k.a donny. ahhh, his science pro no.2. his a darn cute guy with cool parents plus cute brother. man, he simply rawk. his so damn cute expecially his cutecute voice. loves whistling, kicking my chair, singing during exams. ;P
10)Shengkai a.k.a professer. btw, anything you don't know, you could just catch a bus and wait for him outside school as he would answer all your questions with elaborated answers. his science is even proer than teacher's lo!
11)Germaine a.k.a catlover. everything of her is pink and when you talk to her, she'll say miew to you. haha!
12)Johnathon a.k.a ahseng. ehh.. he has a v. toothy grin (:
13)Malcolm. The bigfatidot who kept teasing me and youwei when we sat together, and make it even worse for us when mrs ho scould us. stupidd geek, his a bigfatfool. i did like him to come tomorrow and let him see i'm living darn well now.
14)Sizheng. My memory of him is that his kind of a quiet guy, and always got pissed off cause i snatch his math paper away to do corrections. but now, his so different, his a chairman!
15)Loyee a.k.a lollipop a.k.a lawlaw a.k.a redapple a.k.a maggimee turn spaghetti. ;P another one of my best friend. me chang &lo UNITE!<333 color="#009900">Belinda. I recently began to have nightmares of her because of mr chow's tapeworm story. Maybe that's the reason why she never grows fat.
17)Shirlynn. a gently and pinkish girl, nice to be with. me and her use to go to our chinese tuition together, do our prefect duties together.
18)Junyan. nice gurl, gone chioer. saw her when i cut my hair last sat, she was with miao. they were contemplating whether to cut their hair anot and stayed there for quite a long time, and in the end, they cut their fringe only -.-
19)Miaomiao a.k.a miaosq. haha, yes she's a cute girl.
20)Sarayoo a.k.a yoyo. you know, i shall try not to badmouth about people except that horriblevegetable people. hmm.. well than. she's a darn clever girl with a lot of wits.
21)Bonian. always with marie and uhh.. some parts rather not say. but ya, as all cheena poeple are, she's v. hardworking and clever and is in raffless -.-
22)Naijing. I'm telling you, i'm telling you, i'm telling you. Naijing rawks, she's in nanyang and has turn cooler and chioer.
23)Bijun. Young refined girl. Bijun, you should cut your hair shorter. it look nicer that way.
24)Jiahui. It's easy to notice she's not there, she's just too queit.
25)Benjamin. his one extrememly vulgar person, even worse than rakesh. i remember once he slam rakesh on the back agaisnt the wall. fcuk, its a disgrace to let people know that his in my school, somemore his in ncc lo. fcukfcuk. his as bad as ever, or even worse i heard.
26)Vincent. I'll always remember the rough patch he hit with lolo. uh-huh. haishh, too bad he change, i did rather he stay the way he were.
27)Junwei. His one of the nerdy guys who head to the library. eheh, don get me wrong, i like fooshengkai a damn whole lot too.
28)Daryl a.k.a yangyang. He like's to act insane and taijian, but well at least his corny in a crude sense of way and always makes me laugh.
29)Weide a.k.a ahde a.k.a hamburger. lols, he once had a darn orbit hair which i love to nagg about everyday but had since change. his nice guy no.1
30)Sean. always act until a very dramatic type of way, teacher's always say its good but i think its too loud for me.
31)Teresa. a very quiet and chio girl. however in msn, she's so damn chatty lo. whose the lucky guy to date her?
32)Rama. feel kind of sorry for her. she's always the joke around people, and i use to laugh along too. sometimes she get's too irritating but other time she's a really nice girl.
33)Marie a.k.a maria. Mummy's girl. my exam's are always so stress because of her. she's a music genius. piano finish everything le. violin started last nov i think and now already grade 4. rawr.
34)Seychee. umm.. not on very close and good terms with her. yeah, don't wanna say more.
35)Jason. His shorter than me and yet his my crush during p5. how ironic, but his a very cute small guy. I MISS YOU! why did you go to malaysia and didn't even contact us.. suddenly thought of you when i was doing rod around your estate.
36)Farez. a v. action guy, but is darn shuai, acted in kid's central. you know buddy? his mom is a dancing queen.
37)Kaijie. His one of the fugger guy i ever met. all he do is crack porn jokes and he love hanging out with girls. i can't stand him la. but.. haishh

I know i'm sarca towards some people cause i really can't stand them during p6. but well, cheer. things have change havn't they?

so darn looking forward to tomorrow, though i know less than half of the class would be there le. but still.. oh ya, chang. wait for me for rod, than go saps wait for lo, than go tiong bahru. paiseh orh.

tata, goodnight ;P

2006-08-06T19:57:00.000+08:00

PASSION'S IN THE AIR! <333

haha, im spiffing crazy right now. Just invited eugenie on request to a conversation between me &joel, and his freaking high pitch cousin. Cause all they know is to shout into the damn mike at me. you go ''OLE'' whatever you want just don't come and disturb me la.

yelling vulgarities into my delicate eardrum is a big NONO. whatheheck were you guys thinking of? NVM, thou shalt be a refine young lady and not bother with you guys.

!!!

Tomorrow's starting of school le. However, I'm not suffering from any sunday-night's blues right now ;P I don't care le. Tomorrow only endure through one day of school, than Tuesday can go shopping with chang and lolo since we kind of abandon the idea of going back to SAPS. but seriously, if the teacher's do allow us back in, i'll of cause put shopping right back at the back of my head *shruggs* hawhaw, than wednesday and thursday also free from the ridervamp hell.

but thinking back, i don't think its gonna be a holiday since 7 projects (rod, geography, music, drama, cid, d&t, computer) are on my hand.

SCREAM PEOPLE SCREAM! (i told you life in ridervamp is insane)

but, thou shalt try to live with it. see the changes? thou have been reading motivational books, and i firmly believe that it would be such a pity that a pathetic school have to affect my mood, so thou shall not bother so much about it and burst my blood vessel.

I can't wait to finally see lolo and chang after one week. can't wait, remember to remind me to bring your thumbdrive and ipod alright?

muacks XD

p.s checkout http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TJOweEVMjz4. (introduced by our dear chior instructer, mr liew)

2006-08-05T21:36:00.000+08:00

WEETS!

lols, notice recently i kept weets-ing?
hoho, that's because i'm highhighHIGH !!

(: (: (:

Today so damn shiok. We're planning the movements for rod on friday, and we're damn proud to say that we've been halfway through the song le!

heyheyHEY! that's a BIG achievement okay! we took only 3 hours, and that's a veryvery bigbigBIG thankyou to qianhui dear.

hoho, qianhui dear XD

she dance so damn pro la. haha, NCC suppose to be machomacho, weqianhui shall prove you wrong. She's as graceful as.. as.. as.. whatever's graceful. YEAH! our dance movements all she do de. hoorayy to QIANHUI!

haha, must catch our dance on friday okayy! XD

lols, than after that we head to westmall and catch ''click''. It's so freaking funny and amazing. oh ya, not to mention the duck and the doggy, the grandpa and the grandma. HAHA. its RA~

kind of scary if you just fast-foward everything. ain't pleasant at all, but i don't mind if they fastfoward lessons, auto mode i also don't mind de (:

lols, family's first.
i shall therefore take this apportunity to thank my father, my mother, my brother, my teacher, my friends, my ... *CUT*

XDXD

funfunfun.

lols, im freaking high.
nvm.

ATTENTION TO NCCalphagirlians:

remember to ask your ahma, your ahpa, your laoma, your laopa XD, whether they know anywhere that sells bigbig NCC-cloth. We need to buy cloth and cut them into bigbig squares ourselves by thursday. Any infomation, please do not hesitate to tell us.

thankyou.

that's all i have to say for now.

goodbye, and stay tune to clickesod-.blogspot!!

EEPS!

2006-08-04T23:32:00.000+08:00

weets!

finally after so long, I'm back to blogging again.
got miss me?

hahah!
okayy la. I'm still the same ol' person after everything. It's like.. phew, that was close! No one pursue the matter. but still...

so yeah! that is why i change my blogskin, and is now trying v.v.v. hard so that i'll not be discovered. no links, no names, no tagboard, no nothing. plus, i shan't use vulgarities le. uh-uh.. just when you think i just turn guaikia, i shall use vulgarities with ***. hawhawhaw. so no one can say that's vulgarity. cause its *** wadd.

but still got comments la. I tell you horh, you guys make sure you comment before you leave my blog, or not I'll come and humtum you de!

!!!

hmm... so yeah.
I've so many things to say, to tell you about, until i don't know where to start.

-.-

yeah, that's lame.
hmm.. than i shall share my views about today's activity on NCC ba!

1) i realised that the partb seniors are all so nicenice de. walk pass them, they recognises me will like, smile and say hi. so yeah.. RAWK MAN! so sorry i sort of pull the standards of the company down.

2) b*tch her.

3) i shall take this space on my blog to declare that ''our sergeants are all so chiochio de''. haha, that's what we're laughing about during aar.

4) sorrie platoon, i know i lag time alot now. sorry!! >.<

5) let's do our very best for the rod okayys? no matter how busy we're going to be, we're still gonna make time for this. its very important, our DELTAS!

HAPPY B'DAY TO HUANGBEI
HAPPY B'DAY TO HUANGBEI
HAPPY B'DAY TO YOU-U
HAPPY B'DAY TO YOU!
XDXD

!!!

school, boringboring.
workworkwork. so damn sian la.
im really lacking behind.

6 projects on hand:
CID
D&T
DRAMA
ROD
GEOGRAPHY
(plus one more la, but i forget liao)

mann, so now you guys should know that im a very busy person rites
XDXD

!!!

SAPS! NDP!
p61'o5 remember to go back to school, no matter how late it was cause we gonna stay there for a long time, than maybe after that hang out okay?
amirul, make sure you come.
we've got to visit MRS HO & MS LIM!

chang lo! got red-shirt nicenice de lend me okayy!

*yawns*
nites..
quick update finish liao.
shall start of serious posting next time.

make way

2006-07-22T22:22:00.000+08:00

I am not a ~~superwoman~~ supergirl.

how can you expect me to do so many things at a time?
I'm still young, i wanna enjoy life.
why ain't i given the chance?

okayy, nvm.
shall cut the crap, since no one enjoying life here either.

Tomorrow meeting with CID friends again. Somehow i don't feel so excited anymore. Not the fire and passion i once felt for it. After i get to know them, see how they did their work. Mann.. that just left me feeling really pissed.

Sure, sure. CID is no big deal, that i understand.
But than you'll should have at least put in some effort in it right. Okay, I've not done much either lah. Since most of the work is our dear leader Changy do de. She very easy bully also cannot let her do all the job right?

Put in some effort, be serious when I'm hurrying with CID.
It's dateline and yet you guys are watching youtube, msning, talking, laughing, playing WHATEVER. can't that wait until the work is finish? Bring a huge group of friends and playplay, simple piece of work that can be competed in 30 minutes dragged on for 2 hrs.

THINK! i know your time waste nvm, but what about mine?
I don't enjoy CID anymore.
selfish man.

I think i'm pretty bad saying all this as well.
but really, don't be blacksheep.
Doesn't mean we do all the work and you guys slack.
CID outing siansian, since don't go also nvm than don go.

I very sian with you guys le. URGH.

2006-07-11T20:15:00.000+08:00

...

Sad to say, i must agree with you guys.

School is boring, hiong, unrelenting, inflexible...

This school thought that by giving us a lot of homework, rushing us with assignments, sudden test, boring lessons, and teacher's yakking on and on.. etc.etc.
they CAN improve us!

laugh people laugh!

Hey waitwait, im not pessimistic okay? I've tried! and tried sooo hard too, but its impossible not to be STRESS in rvhs. don't believe? see! (school)

In class, everybody is falling asleep. Either that or they are just feeling bored, doodling on the table. It's not that we're not worried about our marks or what. I mean, you teacher's alway say that its WE that bring out the best in ourselves. kay, than this comes from my <> '

''yang bu jiao, fu zhi guo.
jiao bu yan, shi zhi duo.''

Okay, not that i want you to be more strict. Other's top school like RAFFES, NANYANG. go look at them, have you seen them as stress as us? NO! they have a way of teaching them, make them absorb things, showing that they care. and not all this ASK. haha, IP students huh? ASK.. is all crap, other schools only have specific examination on certain dates, not like us - a surprise test.

Maybe from your point of few, you think this is good. and that it will ''INSPIRE'' us to do our best in everyday's work. well, in the beginning i thought was quite good, but now im hecking care. Like that physic's test, its counted 10% yet i didn't study for it. half a year ago i might say, OMG! I'M GOING TO DIE. but look at me now, all calm after the whole test, not caring whether i fail.

ooo... so this is your way of teaching students.
laugh peeps laugh.
make them feel stress up and guilthy, make them think they can never excell in anything and that we should get out of herebecause we didn't fulfill your so called HIGH standards.

in raffles and nanyang, the teacher's and students are able to communicate. We can see how lolo is able to love her teacher's so much, and the teachers even go to the extend of knowing what's happening to the child without the child appoaching them for help. here, teacher's teach leave teach leave. and that's the best they could do. the world cup fever, RAFFLES can allow the day off for the students to rest at home because they stayed up for the whole night.

will you see this here?
apparently not, if there is i think i'll drop dead like.. now?
HAH, this shows that they UNDERSTAND. and that it'll be better for the students instead of all of them nodding off in class, closing and opening your eyes scared that the teacher's will notice.

common scene.
ever seen this is your school? well, it can't be more terrible than here.

hah.
we can all conclude that school is very stress.

i miss p61'o5. *heartbroken*
I suddenly miss donovan a.k.a DONNY so much.
he is the cutest guy alive (:

donovan, he used to compete with me for being top in science.
donovan, who loves to sing and whistle during exam.
donovan, who loves to kick my chair during exam.
donovan, who stuttered and mumble when he talk.
donovan, when he put his hands into his pockets.
donovan, who loves teasing changy with me.
donovan, who loves crapping with shengkai and me.
donovan, the green specs guy.
donovan..
donovan, his one whole big happy family.

i miss you DONNY!
): ): ):
i don't think i can ever see you again..

its already 6 months..
i really miss you...

CrapWay

2006-07-04T20:46:00.000+08:00

sometimes you can't disagree that life's getting
too crap, too fast-paced, too fake to be true?

...

I don't know what's wrong with the teachers,
I don't know what's wrong with my friends,
I don't know what's wrong with me.

What's wrong with RVHS anyway?
from the outside, it seems like you can have everything.
yet.. you won't get anything.

Teachers.
they love droning on and on. they love making us suffer. they didn't let us have a chance to explain. they are biased. they inform us about things always at the last minute. they flirt around in front of us. they make us do homework in 1 day, yet take 4 months to mark it. they destroy our freedom. they pick on those they don't like. they crammed things into our head without asking whether we understand. they read straight from the text, as if we can't read ourself. they didn't build our foundation, and love talking about chim stuff. they love confusing us. they throw their temper at us, when we did nothing wrong. they had a bad day, they throw our worksheets around. they had a bad day, they scould us. they had a bad day, they write shit into management diary. they claimed that if we've any personal problems can approach them, but they're never approachable. they are sarcastic.

basically. all the bad stuff.
i can't possibly go on, or not i won't finish.

my homework is never ever done on time. I mean it.
it's always last minute work. but that's not the point. It's just that they should understand we're not their guinea pigs. We're humans too. We're merely a teenager, still a child in our hearts. All we want is to have some fun, to have some freedom. We're not asking for much, are we?

you can still give us homework, but not crammed us with it. you don't have to make up a excuse like, ''oh wow! a long holiday still ain't enough for you? what've you been doing?'' Okay, we admit. we're slacking, and i for one think that we've done no wrong. you teachers love making up this type of excuse, even i think i've more creativity than you! Can you even give us this ''ressurance'' that your childhood days are like this?

i don't think so.
just because we're more modern, more kiasu.
doesn't give you a right to lock us into this study room, like we're some prisoner.

childhood days ain't mean't to be like this.

friends.
either there's something wrong with me. or there's something wrong with them. our ruined friendship. the mask that we wore everyday. the great acting all of us put up. the jealousy and lies. the betrayer in our eyes. I'm really sick of all this okay? I'm sure you're sick too. and you're probably thinking, ''oh there she goes again. im so darn sick of her la!''

i assure you.
this is how I'm feeling too.
I think I'm more of a victim than you. but AHA! here's something.
I'm a bitch, i admit that.
I act, i admit that.
there's something more to the mask on my face, i admit that.

i can never be true. complete. a whole. unless chang&lo are with me.

chiong hwk. slept only 3 hours.
all drousy today. sleptsleptslept.
NCC no strenght. got stitch after a while.
sleptsleptslept.

im really tired..

PARA let's go!

2006-07-03T17:38:00.000+08:00

so, for no apparent reasons.
I'm off to JE meeting brycie, jot-ham, qi & genie.

(: (:

they're loads better.
they're not mute, don't feel awkward, and all the shit.

guess sometimes, i just have to let things go..

so yeah anyway.
that jotham earlyearly go play arcade le.
=____=

AND EUGENIE CALL BRYCIE laodi!
laodi! old young brother. Brycie! eu cannot let genie bully eu liddat de! call her laojie back!

laojielaojielaojie.
okay?

HAH.
eh zaviar. HI LAOGE!
laogelaogelaogelaogelaoge.
i don't like leh. can call eu laoahgong? ;))

We went arcade krazy la.
sobz. i spend 10$$ lo... jotham v. lihai.
20$$ why you so reach! less than one minute dye one time keep on playing.

and yeah! this is the FIRST time i play parapara.
okayy la. at least i know how to operate it liao.
won't boast that im good. 2 stars i already die liao...

NEXT SAT I'LL PRACTICE WITH LOYEE AGAIN!

saw my dear chang and dear eunice there too.
both of them are wearing green =___=
me genie ziqi and jotham wearing white =___=
how lame is that?

BUT AT LEAST WHITE IS BETTER LA.
changy, u scan ur neoprint and let them see.
she's a human chameleon (:

dumbdumb.
next time wear no.4 take plus green face paint take. than everybody invisible liao (:

woots. today's fun
i love being paikia.
havn't touch my hwk yet. and im hecking care.

chang, wed come my house helpme do okayy (:
muacks! love ya!

its just me

2006-07-02T21:11:00.000+08:00

Dear all,
Love me for who I am

INSTRUCTIONS:
1) Tag five person at the end of the quiz
2) Name five different view at each category

APPEARANCE
1) Eyes - panda eyes. try sparing me from homework please.
2) Height - 159cm. let me stay slim and short. bf can't be shorter than me de.
3) Age - survived for 13 years
4) Shoe Size - should be 6
5) Spectacles - must hide my panda eyes

CHARACTER
1) ZILIAN
2) siao za bo (krazy girl)
3) slacker
4) nice la
5) outcast

OTHERS
still want know more about me?
try getting to know me in real life babyeh.
i suck the life out of eu

VICTIMS
1) loyee
2) chang
3) lim peh WEIDE!
4) genie
5) claudia

did a review over this quiz.
i sound really pessimistic.

life's not going on well around here...

favourism

2006-07-02T12:39:00.000+08:00

YADAYADA.
right la.

i give up, can can?
happy now?

everytime eu do something wrong i kena de. fcuk eu la. snatch my comp while im doing my research, lost all my info cause eu didn't save it.

YOU WAN PLAY ask can?!

don't know why i can't be a single child.
or have a older brother,
or a sister.

HAH. i gain nothing if i've someone younger than me.
hwk donnnoe, cant ask. problems, talk to him for wad.

shit la.
i wan a older siblingm

NY carnival

2006-07-01T22:02:00.000+08:00

went to NY carnival today.
loyee helmme take this photo de (:
haha. nice right (:

RED RAWKS!

yepp. eunice and loyee all agree with me lo, so sad.
LET ME TELL EU GUYS HOW CHANG'S HAIR LOOK LIKE!
1) she went to do 'the skunk' purple.
2) she went to do 'the skunk' yellow.
3) she spent 6 dollors in total.
4) she regrets and complain that she should have make it yellow and green (brazil lo..)
5) everybody laugh cause she looks like she've age a decade cause her skunk looks white.

aiya.. very difficult to explain. just that her purple dye looks white and that its only on one side of her fringe, all her than the other side all black. looks damn out la.

mine and eunice de v. nice (:
sorrie la. didn't take them. actually plan to take it in neoprint one lo.. but cannot see ):

HAHA. i trick quite i few people that i highlight it red and dye it back black on mon. like HELLO? i won't waste time liddat la.

found out that loyee's fwen are all so cute! peishan, chongmin, regii, emily & wanzhen's cooler too! ahh.. all so cute. can't wait to see them this friday again (:

hmm.. me chang xun and eunice chatted about that snobby chow. How he treat us, throwing our wrksheets around, scoulding us for nothing, and his digusting face. wadever shit.
if there's a petition going against him. I'll be the first to sign it. I won't initiate the petition la, scarely expell sure die de. Not worth dying for him.

make us lose our passion for science,
still can get promoted somemore,
i puke!

teacher's are so krazy around here.
flirt and stuff.
and we shall not elaborate on this.

that's all for today.
i wanna get out of NCC early next friday.

RV geek plus gay plus act cool seniors suck big time.
fcuk off la.
refine young ladies in NY don't like gays.

ON&on

2006-06-30T22:29:00.000+08:00

Life's getting boring.

with MS EG long speech,
with never ending classes,
with teacher's droning on and on,
with NCC.

everything we're doing now is just a stupid routine.
Monday : go school, go home
Tuesday: go school, go NCC, go home
Wednesday: go school, go piano lesson, go home
Thursday: go school, go home
Friday: go school, go NCC, go home.

Okay, people who are sensible would say that Friday is their favourite day.
WHY?
last day of school, can slackslack. so yeah, slack friday night, slack saturday, than everything chiong on Sunday night.

Since i ended up in RV, i never had a good night's sleep. So, I'm now known as PANDA EYES =____= okay, that's lame. But true lo.. every night sleep so late.

What's the teacher's favourite phrase?
''You didn't manage your time properly. Time management is a vital point of blahblahblah... why other's can complete their work while you can't?''

This is standard de, won't change.

WTF?!?!
okayy la, i admit i didn't plan my time well. But don't you think right, you should give us more freedom what. Make us tackle on the question false freedom vs true freedom. Talk so much shit. Think you know so much meh. give us one day to do finish one compo, than take 4 months to mark and return to us! what shit is this. say we slack, than teacher's even more slack la. My primary school teacher MRS-HO can sacrifice her reputation, time and whatevershit, and mark our compo within one day! nevermind, shan't elaborate.

teacher's are so dumb.
they love contradicting themself so much!

therefore, i shall conclude RV teacher's no standard de, even neighbouring PRIMARY schools like SAPS teacher's are better than them.

connie chan's definition of holiday :
''You should be glad that there's 30 days of holiday for you. Holiday is mean't for you to study at home instead of school...yakyakyak...time management...blahblahblah...last minute work.''

talk cork (I'm being really polite with my spelling down here)

our holiday's in RV, shall nvr be holidays again. ):

***

find NCC abit of drag this time round. I don't really put so much effort in it le la. everyday go there, PT drills. scoulding, pumping. woah, real sian lo.

and i thought CHOIR is damn bad le, stand for 4 hours striaght
look at NCC, stand so long la, also cannot fidgit.

I'm such a complaint queen.
who cares!

think now only sher and val cares about NC.
waha.

don't want delta to go ):
i really don't want.

AHHHHH... MY DELTA! ):
alpha so going to miss you guys ):

CRAP

2006-06-28T22:57:00.000+08:00

i hate my life.

I WANT OUT!

i hate piano, i hate theory.
why force me. its terrifying everytime i walk down to staircase to her house. its even more terrifying when i walk through the endless corridor.

yet.. it seems consoling at the same time.

i bet the examiner will never see a even more laner pianist than me.

IM HECKING CARE.

i don't have a choice, you didn't give me one.
true freedom v.s false freedom.
i think this topic is going to be easy to do.

I seriously can't stand them.
they puke me off.
im getting pisser and pisser
lonelier and lonelier.
till im no more..

wronged!

2006-06-26T22:44:00.000+08:00

WRONGWRONGWRONG.

my name is F.E.E.I

not fee, not feel.
or whatever shit.
feei alright?

andandand. im not gan.FEE.wen, or gan.FLY.wen
or whatever shit.
feei alright?

teachers and friends usually don't like cooperating with me.
but eu guyys better start.

<3

SCHOOL ):

2006-06-26T21:04:00.000+08:00

first day of school.
common test coming.

so therefore, I'm going to change myself for the better before its too late.
1) I'll complete my homework before playing.
2) I'll listen in class.
3) I'll TRY not to copy other people's work.
4) I'll go straight home instead of shopping.

etc.etc... ):

And FUCK la!

...

i increased by 2kg ):
2KG! within 6 months.
Let's calculate, if this continue... when SEC 4 ends, i'll weigh 59kg!

FAT!

...

*sigh*

so therefore,
1) diet (okayy not exactly, I'll just cut down on junk food)
2) run every saturday (yepp, i'm pulling chang along)

I'm feeling so sad ):

haishh...

I wanted to invite them.
it fits the number exactly.
fuck... too shy liao.
why am i liddat!
i'll sayy hi
I'll sayy hi
I'LL SAY HI.
feei, this is ur last damn
chance.

TAGGED again

2006-06-25T17:59:00.000+08:00

hey weide.
sorrie didn't do your quiz =PP

haha, chang.
HOW DARE YOU TAG ME. wan die izzit!

nvm. i shall do this darn quiz.

Five of your favourite singers/bands:
1. The Click Five (heyhey, that's of cause!)
2. Jay Chou
3. Lin Jun Jie
4. Daniel Powter (babyeh, my fav BADDAY)
5. Craig David

Five things you would do if you were a millionaire:
1. Buy a shopping mall, so I can have whatever things i want (:
2. Buy a smarty-pants brain, so I don't have to worry about homework, assignments and tests.
3. Buy a bungalow with everything inside.
4. Buy HAPPINESS.
5. Buy a boyfriend! (: no way! scarely i meet my soshi (:

Five things you like doing:
1. SLEEPING
2. eating, provided i don't grow fat ):
3. SHOPPING
4. Hanging out with friends & being myself
5. I like anything that don't do with school.

What were you doing in secondary school:
1. Studying.
2. Cramming.
3. Rushing.
4. Sleeping.
5. Complaining.
6. Groaning.
7. Moaning.
8. Cursing.
9. Mumbling.
10. Hating.
11. Acting.
12. Droning.
13. Chionging
14. Piaing.
15. blabbering.
16. ... okayy forget it. I shall spare you.

Things you would never buy, wear or get:
1. BOYFRIEND, siao diao ah you!
2. anything to do with school.
3. umm, things that i can't buy cause im broke
4. Okay, grandmother clothes (:
5. aiya, donnoe la.

Five favourites CURRENTLY? (not in any order):
1. MONEY
2. chang&lo
3. SHOPPING
4. Holiday that nvr ends
5. SLEEPING

Five people to do this:
1. WEIDE (sabo king sabo king! hmphf!)
2. loyee
3. qiaowei (:
4. claudia
5. joyce

TIRED

2006-06-25T17:29:00.000+08:00

exhuasted. headache ):

but nvm. going Pizzahut later XD

I havn't done finish my hols homework. So chang, later i call you and uhh discuss can. As in you say i write. HAHA.

Its been kinda long since i last post.
So, haish. Can't elaborate.

This few days, been out with two cute kids to some FUTURE singapore place. Going out with XUN and LO to skate. and.. =_____= i didn't really skate la. XUN PUSHED ME (:

I LOVE XUN!

xun, you damn fast. can feel the wind seh (:

haha, than today went out with weide, youwei, chang&lo.
watch ''JUST MY LUCK''

and im telling you.
DON'T. WATCH. IT.

its super lame, disgusting, kissy and longwinded plus bloody boring. I mean, we girls already felt so bored while watching it i bet youwei and weide falling asleep beside us =____=

ahhh...
donnoe why we can't have a proper conversation again..

...

im so sadded.

heyy, loyee. You gort invite them to the carnival right! (:
haha. invite kayys!

headache.. i go sleep now.

I don wan common test,
i don want school,
i don wan NCC

2006-06-19T22:42:00.000+08:00

I RELINKED!

okayy, you should know that lest you can't come to my blog (:

so Im officially known as
ME : clickesod-.blogspot

while loyee and chang are
Loyee: applesod-.blogspot
Chang: blinkesod-.blogsspot

&&&

US THREE (:
ME: clickesod-
Chang: blinkesod-
Loyee: &*@2

=________________________=

Feei hereby command that loyee change her url!
*nodd-clapp*

Did you realise that lo's A, while chang's B and im C.
MYUHAHAHA!
fun (:

We spend loads of time deciding names lo! my click, clicked, crashed, clang, crushed all taken ): Worse still, those people who use those names only have like one two post.

*boiling mad*
...

I'm so gonna kill them!
oh yeah, anyway. We've loads of fun deciding the names and there's one crazy moment when i become coconutsot. chang's bananasot. lolo's applesot. =___= We're lame!

i love lolo's house.
feel like sleeping there tonight again (:
its just too shiok, RIGHT CHANG.
so sad morn eu gort choir, *sigh*

AHHH. im getting too mushy.
oh yeah, last thing i wanna tell before sleeping.
I WANT CHANGE THIS SKIN TO PURPLE (:
ahahaha, cool seh! can't fight with me orh (:

spoilt

2006-06-16T15:36:00.000+08:00

There seems to be something wrong with CBOX recently! =(

As you can see, mine is spoilt awhile ago. I can't see my own tagboard, but some of you can, some of you can't. Even those who can see it says it looks weird o.O

!##$^%&%$#!

grrr.. not only me encounter this problem!
chang - only for awhile, her tagboard's okayy now.
lolo - hers oso okayy le.
jayden - looks okay to me, but he can't see it.
plus all those that i don't know..

oh yeah! check out jayden's blog okayy! Its rawwking..!! His a designer too (:

Therefore, CBOX you suck. bleargh, make me fret here fret there. waste all my precious time ):

...

i go do my heymath liao ):
still stuck with alot of hwk...

bleargh, another quiz

2006-06-15T15:44:00.000+08:00

Bleargh.. been tag. SABO KING. I've to do this quiz!

@!$@#%#%$#@$#@#@

...

let's get it done and over with! (:

***

Rules:

1)Do this quiz without a fuss. Don't complain about it. (well, obviously i didn't abide the rules =D)

2)Choose 5 people after you have done this quiz. Leave a tag on that person tag board to tell him/her has been tagged. Start yr post with 'I have been tagged!' then do the following quiz. (uhhh.. yar. who cares!)

Yr ten fav.<3

#fav colour - random. currently, green. (You should be able to see that right!)
#fav food- random too. currently, err... orh! TEA! i have to drink tea, too many pimples liao ):
#fav song- alot lehs.. bad day&good day :)
#fav movie- ... not sure
#fav season- no season here. But if i can choose, SPRING (:
#fav dae of the wk- Friday, end of school (:
#fav ice cream flavour-choco, no maybe.. coffee
#fav bk- uhh.. alot lehs. HARRYPOTTER, seejanedie and other thriller stories (: oh yeah, don't forget those self-motivation books too!
#fav cartoon /anime- HiME (gimme more!)

9 currents
#current mood- frustrated
#current clothes- =__= lame. pink strip T, black shorts
#current desktop- err..
#current toenail- err.. WTF! no colour la.
#current tym- 4.05
#current annoyance- SHUCKS, my holiday homework and assignments!
#current thought- homeworkhomeworkhomwork, how! i havn't done alot!
#current bf /gf- wadd.. don have la! ):
#current bk u r reading- err.. blood and vampires. i think.

8 firsts
#first best friend- I've always thought many people as my best friends. But its only until i meet chang&lo that i know what best friends mean (:
#first crush- shhh..
#first movie- Finding Nemo.
#first piercing-recently (:
#first lie- i lie when im a baby (:
#first music-lalabye baby on the tree wall. SHIT LA. i donnoe.
#first car- toy car can! k2 (: its a red sports car lo!
#first hp- after PSLE

hav u eva?
#hav u dated one of yr best friends- i don't have guy best friends. so no worries here (:
#hav u ever broken the law- yes! alot of times
#hav u eva been arrested- silly, they can't arrest me. I'm merely a kid
#hav u eva skinny-dipped- how to in singapore!
#hav u eva been on tv- nopenope
#hav u eva kissed someone u dun noe- no! lame..
5 tings u r wearing
#hairband
#earings
#spectacles
#shirt
#shorts

4 tings u hav done todae
@some math question
@blog
@chat
@eat

3 tings u can hear rite nw
*brother coughing
*the noise made by my fan
*my own breathing

2 tings u cant live without
~chang&lo
~my family

ting u do when u r bored
^on comp, stare. blog. chat. play
^watch TV
^sleep
^eat
^read

5 person u wana tag
#CHANG
#LO
#valerie
#cloud
#shereen
#qiaowei

so sad. my turn to sabo now. MYUHAHAH!

problems

2006-06-13T22:45:00.000+08:00

urghs.

sorrie guyys!
my tagboard ain't working, seems that i can't use under this account anymore. Have to get a new account, and that means... ): ):

all those tags u've tag are gone!
Fcuk this acc. URGH.
im so sadded ):

I gonna have a new tagboard by tmr and its ur job to make it not new! :) okayy!

anyway, just helping CHANG spread a slogan i totally believe in (:

''Choose D&T, choose Garbage!'' -CHANG

repeated

2006-06-13T13:04:00.000+08:00

fcuk my blog!
i lost the last post ): ):

anyhow...
i shall recall what i wanna say okayy (:

p.s. wana catch another movie? yw.vinny.feei.lo.chang.miss ya guys alwaes. (taken from weide's blog).

hmm, i don't mind. i don't think they mind either. But i guess you better ask YW and VIN if they mind. I mean, remember the last trip..? =__=

*&^%$&

yeppyepp, just like last time when we use to have so much fun =D
hmm, but now. It just seems so awkward yeah.
Can we prevent this )':

I so don't wanna things to turn out this way. ):
waaa.. i miss P61'o5
sosososo, we mustn't actact can! Just be who we're (: (:

Oh yeah, if you guys wanna go out orhs. Can don't go movie anot.
I so damn sian diao le. ): ):
2 choices for you (: (:
ICE-SKATING - yeppyepp! If you don't wanna its okayy >.<
ESCAPE THEME PARK- YES! YES! SAYY YES TO THIS OKAYY.

I don't care (:
I wanna go escape theme park (: (:
Let's all act 12 year old okayy!
Children = $8
Adults = $16

URGH. i don't wanna be 13, pay double the price lorh.
CHEATERS.

so yeah (:
plan this trip provided we have the time (:

SEEYA!
someone's going to be v. happy if we've another trip *pokes chang and lo*

AHHH.. i love our platonic friendship *grins*
at least for me!

***

Check this out!
http://my.so-net.net.tw/sirwang/fur.wmv

It's totally cruel.. ): ):
I hate them! how can they just..

URGHS. you watch it than tell me how sadistic humans are!
p.s i only watch for less than 1min >.< scared le..

DAY-OUT again..

2006-06-12T22:37:00.000+08:00

LONG day today.
Didn't complete any bloody homework.

nvm, nvm. Ask chang for help. Chang pass me her hwk today =D some of them. HAHA. do finish le find her for help again, that bloody D&T..

So yeah. Loyee just came back from malaysia, and in exchange for all the tags and our MANY year of friendship, she gave me and chang a pathetic looking bean that says, you ni zhen hao & a smiley face =__=

EXACTLY. lame!!
I want the ARMY SLIPPERS!
don't care don't care.

Chang actually going CIP at 3 de, but because of us, she SACRIFICE. im so amazed, chang where gort so good de. So we torture her =D, okayy is she torture herself. She tried to make herself look toot.

I've got a photo here.

aww, izzit so obvious its taken by someone with no photography skills? Okayy, psstpsst. Shall tell you a secret. loyee the act cute took this photo, look its so blurry and her fingers are covering it! *shakes head*

For that, i shall not remove the photo of omen's sister (loyee). Cause compared to this photo, the photo is so much better! (:

Oh yeah, we watch omen today. And im absolutely freak out by it! really =[=[ So i can't imagine how final destination will look like >.<>

CHANG! of cause ice-skating is nice. its damm freaking nice.. this is the only time my leg ain't cramping you know =D wish jasmine was here, than we can have competition! Skate with you guyys orh, damn slow. I wanna faint liao!

Ends my day =D

***

I hereby confirmed that my family DID take neoprints!

(: (: (:

i miss you.

2006-06-11T11:45:00.000+08:00

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever
that you've been gone

=C =C =C

waaa.. i miss you loyee.
You've officially been gone for 5 days, and I'm sure i tag at your blog everyday! Don't believe go check, its mostly FLOODED with my tags. All those tags amount billions time to those you tag at mine. I can bet you tag less than 10 in my blog, read le everytime don't tag de.

SO, hehe. You owned me PARAPARA le =D=D=D don't care don't care.

waaa... don't feel left out chang.
I miss you MORE. I miss your great uncle crow.
Lemme make a list of the things i wanna borrow from you.

Chinese Compo about writing a person
Du hou gan of San zi jin
Great Uncle Crow
First Impressions
Character Description

That's it!

I'm aware however that some of the homework you havn't done yet. So let's discuss together =D

Oh yeah, I also needa return you things

Math Jotterbook
EL journal
Chickensoup

MYUHAHAH. don't forget you owned me biscuit and see jane die =D=D=D

I'm waiting for your arrival back home guyys. MYUAHAHA!

Class Outing

2006-06-09T22:25:00.000+08:00

ALL THIS DUMBDUMB PHOTO DONNOE WHY TAKE SO LONG TO UPLOAD.

urghs. urghs. dang it! i spend so long uploading it finally finish.

hmm. MOM and DIDI finally came back. DIDI wanna dragg me home to show me something he bought for me =P (2 rings and a heartshape = 30cent) He brought that for me =___=

After breakfast went to meet Genie, got real confused. I've no sense of direction. SORRIE!=[ Meet at JE mrt station with ziqi wanzhen jiali janice and kaizhen.

Jiali and Wanzhen. I forgot what they're shock about le >.< d="D">

Was a reallyreally boring and LONG ride to PasirRis. Im day-dreaming all the way. Reach there le still need take bus. Reach there met Valerie and Alan. Valerie is sooo S.E.X.Y lorhs! She wore PINK tanktop with Black tube and black-pink shorts. HAHAHA. She also cut her hair, spike it in fact >.<>

Than we went to play at the beach, eat tomyam noodles. And Mr. Chow led his army of students here. They got lost for goodness sake lorhs, Mr Chow disappear after that. o.O (Find out why later!)

We went biking, had a real fun time, best time i think. Went cycling around the park with Genie, totally rawking. Just that sometimes she cycle too slowly >.< bah ="\

Than we headed to the arcade. Didn't bring my TAPZ, so didn't play. I wanna learn how to PARAPARA. Loyee promised will go with me le. YAYY! Than ate ''lunch'' - ice-kachang.

Me and Janice, crapping outside MacDonalds.

Went back to the park. Realised that there's no one except me genie janice and ziqi =_=zzz They ate instant noodles again. Don't know how they tahan, can eat 2 packets in one day. I starved myself watching them it. >.<

Valerie Veron and Huishan came back. We had a bubbling fun time. =D Blow with straws. HAHA.

Don't know when someone take this o.O i look superduper weird!

Sian le, we started building sandcastles.

1ACHOO. in our hearts forever =D

ANW, see that 'O'. ahaha, me and huishan build that single breast. EEKKK.

Don't know what they doing.

LOL. no, that's not the point. Look at what T-SHIRT valerie's wearing =D

People helping with BBQ =D

Alan send this four bodyguards to fetch LOO in. Me and Genie tag along =P The more the merrier anyway. =P

Waiting at the bus-stop =__=zzz

LOO came with her boyfriend. Kinda shuai la, they were holding hands while going back lorh! Genie didn't see that. Didn't even notice that the guy was there i guess. Sorrie guyys, can't get a photo of them >.<>

Genie down the road, not scared of OPHAN arhs.

HAHA, nvm. HiME Feei to the rescue! =P im siao le

Claudia so cute =D=D=D but actually the hotdog doesn't taste right. Lucky don't have upset stomach.

LOL. Cloud licking ...? AHAHA, we're so disgusting

Food we ate. Doesn't look nice right. Taste abit like rubbish dump. o__O

Going home. We're so sian..

Leeyin and Genie took my father's car home. I found myself engage in intellectual talk, and got laughed at by dad because he say its v. adult. hahaha.

Really thankful for those who helped with this trip
LEEYIN! - ur so tired and hungry yet you kept pushing yourself on..
Valerie and Alan... - came early in the morning to find a place
US! we came for the class outing =D

Sorrie this post is so rushed. My mom's nagging me real bad =[

BAD DAY

2006-06-07T20:23:00.000+08:00

My favourite song!
ahahaha, tell me you love it too =P

Where is the moment when we need it the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue sky's faded to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carrying on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smilewith the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carrying on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carrying on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Sometimes the system goes on the blink and the whole thing it turns out
Wrong
You might not make it back and you know that you could be well oh that
Strong
Well I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You see what you like
And how does it feel, one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Rawwking!
good day bad day, im gonna listen to this everyday! =D

***

Mom and Di coming back tmrw! =D Hm, meet them for breakfast before going class outing barhs. Class outing don't so sian can, let us do the things we want =D I WANT WATCH OMEN! hm, someone tell me where and what time meet tmrw. THANK EU =D

***

Loyee dear, i still don't miss you =D i miss eu doing my hwk for me. And oh yeah, i watch finish HIME le, first disc. SPEND from 12 to 5.30 you know you know! Not really that satisfied, the storyline ain't clear.

CHANG ARH, i miss my biscuit and starcandy =[

awkwardness-

2006-06-06T18:03:00.000+08:00

Went of with WEIDE, VINCENT, YOUWEI, LOYEE today! =D

hmm, i never told my parents about this outing till like this morning when im ready to leave. Went out 2 times in a row! They already told me not to go out today, and i still go. URGHS. Dad told me not to go, but i say its a p6'05 class outing (i lied), so he relented. I promised i'll be home at 2p.m.

haish, failed terribly.
lost his trust..
im not gonna do it again.

So yeah, meet loyee at Westmall today. She's boiling mad and looks as if she's going to murder me soon. That gal arls, don't dare to talk to vincent and youwei. Keep avoiding at first. bah =
So only when weide came we started talking. =D
WEIDE IS A GOOD GUY!

He's the one that hold us together! reallyreally.
like what loyee say. Weide is neutral, youwei is youwei, and vincent's acting dao. grrr...
Talk to youwei and vincent might as well talk to wall.

WHERE'S ALL THE GOOD TIMES!
I miss them. =[
Remember during P6'o5, all the fun times we had.
THERE'S NO AWKWARDNESS BETWEEN US!

NO, not at all.
I remember vincent and kaijie use to tagg with us. And we'll chat like krazy, crap around. Hit each other, chase each other. EVERYTHING. what's this shit in front of me now, no.. im talking about vincent.

The whole trip he didn't talk to us! And when he do, he's being sarcastic. Okayy, there's one moment when i thought he return back to normal. Me and lo were crapping around, and apparently we said smth funny, so he started laughing. Just like the old times, the smirk on his face. But he return dao and being cold to us after that. =[ oh yarh, haha btw. Vincent voice deepen o.O

So after all the 'sui bian' & 'anything', we finally decided on a movie.
Over the Hedge.

We make a real fool of ourselve didn't we?
Haha, we're suppose to seat from M1-M6, but we thought nobody's coming le so we seat from M10-M5. So the people whose sitting in the backseat all confused >.< laughing.

Went to macdonalds after that. Me and lolo bought our food follow by the guys. The guys switch places and even move our bags! WOAH, they turn so gentleman *kidding*, last time if tell them do this they sure push the jobs to one another de, okay. Maybe now also, but at least they didn't show it =D

Weide! checckout his spiky hair, no longer obit le =D

Vincent. Haissh, why he see us so gloomy de..

Weide and youwei >.<

Seriously, she looks like the guy from omen (old man, oh man!) rights. Scary!

Than we headed for the arcade again.. DUH. youwei gort 4 coins. Play soccer game, soo short v. fast use finish 4 coins de. URGH. long lorhs! Me and lo nothing to do, i want play paraparapardaise, nvr play before. =[ paisehh.. saw peiwen there. She don't know me o.O

nvm about that sissy guyy shaking butt while playing parapara >.< there ="D

WHERE DID YOU GO, WE MISS YOU SO!

LOL. still the same old jasmine that i know, jasmine. You must work hard in your school okay, Farez you too!

AND JAS, WE'RE NOT ON A DATE.

Who wants to go on a date with such guys, ahhhh. Okayy, they're not all that bad. =D

Weide challenging Youwei. Vincent watch only. Seriously, what's so nice about that game o.O Oh yeah shusshh, im not suppose to use phone in the arcade >.<

finally, they completed their game. So I thought we're going home, and than when we reach the bottom floor, they told us they follow us cause they thought we wanna go somewhere, not go home ><

Lamee.. so umm we stood at the entrance\exit for about 15 minutes deciding where we wanna go. Youwei and Vin ain't exactly contributing, and weide is like stuck in between. We decided to follow youwei after a long while, turns out his going to toilet =\

Suddenly we saw a tall reddy guyy just like youwei, and we thought its youwei. I must have talk too loudly cause i realised that the guyys were looking at us and laughing. That youwei, come out of toilet didn't tell people de. BAH=\

The boys stand there didn't budge. So i intended on taking a photo of them, when they saw that, all turn away, so hilarious.

So i gort a backview of them instead =D

HAHA, guys are weird.

In the end we decided to chat under the voiddeck. =D The guys are having there private conversation by smsing, must be talking about us *suspicious glare* We stay under there for v. long. Hmm, this whole day i guess chatting is the most relax part barh.

Youwei so hardworking, doing homework seh! Vin v. weird, didn't talk much. URGHS.

Weide arls, this trip sort of failed again. If youwei and vin not angry with us. What's wrong with them, they don't look like the shy type to whatt!

***

TO: loyee

don't worry, I won't miss you de =D

changes.

2006-06-05T19:58:00.000+08:00

hm yeah,
this change is VISIBLE.

there're other big and small changes too, but um... this change. I just realised it =D

Notice that nowadays i keep putting up pictures in my blog?
3 reasons.

I become VERY zilian now.
we all become zilian.
I've got a bluetooth =D

Yeah! I remember during our Primary School days. All of us used to shun the camera, like the camera is our enermy. We don't want our photos to be taken, no matter how people beg us. And if they take sneak photos of us, we'll BURST. That's why, I've got so little photos of us in S.A.P.S

But now, it's so different. We'll be fighting to have our photo taken every moment. HAHA yeah! Camera now is our friend =D

not foe anymore..

Let's see how i get influenced into taking so much photo..

hmm.. at the beginning of the year, when i first know Claudia. I thought she was insane, she kept taking photos of herself and putting as her display picture. I used to really wonder why.

Claudia: Feei, why you always don't put photos of yourself as display pic de.

Hmm, maybe that got me to change? *thinks*

NONO, its because claudia always dragg me to take photo with her using her camera phone >.< _="zzz" choice ="[

HAHA! yeah so claudia gort me to change.

Chang and Lo, i guess its because of their new friends too. AND OF CAUSE, because of me. Im a BIGBIG impact in your lifes right?

=D of cause im right, feei-yii is ALWAYS right =D

bleargh, we become zilian gui. SHUN AWAY. we hunt you than eu know =D

DRUMS

2006-06-05T18:16:00.000+08:00

parents out.
i wanna go out.

MY EXCUSE : going chang's house ==> going JE with chang.

im going to get question tonight

>.< ANW, that bumbum chang don't let me eat at the places i want, so we settled for DELIFRANCE. hmphf! waste my 8.95! than we went drums-fanatic. =D but people keep hogging it. Since when did my pathetic drum gets so famous!

Loyee only came at 2.30p.m, her dumbdumb choir. She stood for 4hours and havn't eaten lunch *groans* Choir not welfare at all right, lucky i didn't join it le. Went to eat at food-court.

Her dumbdumb meal.
It look's super ~~delicious~~

SEE. pathetic.
Make me lost my appetite!

Even Chang agrees =D

HAHA.

Than we went back playing drums. It's rawwking man! and loyee is so pro with it. But there's a few insane song which we can't really get the beat >.<

Saw loads of RV peeps there, the scary jerking hand guy from saint john, ziqi, valerie&dave, nicky&alfreada... blahblah. Even saw isabelle o.O my junior from SAPS =P

ahhh.. we ended after 4 games, hurrying them cause i told dad i would be home at 3, and its already 4.

Apparently, they took this v. calmly, and i was forced to sit with them through a meal of disgusting chocolate wrapped with cheese. It's totally yuckky, and i won't provide you with a photo cause i don't wanna you guys to puke over ur screen. >.<

SEE! chang agrees again

all the while im playing with lo's phone. =P
agent V. or something.

You have to shoot the targets, and its equipted with real camp so you have to scan ur surroundings for the target. The people there must have thought im krazy, turning 360 degrees again and again with the phone *mega-watt smile*

Than we gort zilian and started taking photos.
But lo and chang don't wanna me in the pic, keep blocking me =[
see, im merely a dot, okay maybe not, BUT IM BLOCKED =[[

bah = not fun de. So i go back playing my AGENT V. =P

HAHA!

My friends are so wacckky,
and im lovin' it!

***

Meeting old SAPS pals (weide, muthu, youwei. umm is that all?) tmr.
somehow, i don't really look forward to it.

partly because, i need to tell my dad im going out tmr again+im wasting money. and.. hm. I don't know how we'll react to each other again. Everytime we go out its so awkward, hi..movie..bye.

Hope they not so shy le =D

Sitting arrangements : Guys...;Chang;me;lo.

OKAEOKAE. chang must sit with guyys =D
Omen lehh, scary movie = good apportunity =P

haha, okaeokae, don't tease liao.
Outta dinner now =D

tata! (:

madd.. =D

2006-06-04T22:14:00.000+08:00

PARENTS OUT!
no-one at home, what more can i ask for!

grr.. just that im very sure dad will be calling me, hogging me. >.<
and chang's sick. So cannot go JEC with us. =[

UH-HUH. i'll tell dad im at changyy house =] dunch worrie, dad dunch noe ur phone no.

WOOTS.
can't wait to hog the drum tmr again =D

too much!!

2006-06-04T10:40:00.000+08:00

boo..

just wake up with a clear mind.
yeah, and i realised that yesterday we've put up alot of CALORIES FATS and all the shit.

ahhhh!!! i should have stay in the suana longer! i should have burn out all the fats.

grrr... somemore i also don't have suntan after staying under the sun for so long.
WASTED =[

im soo sad. no suntan, gain weight.

nvm, we've loadsa fun didn't we!
Im here to make chang jealous and the next time she meet me she'll scream wack wail at my face =D

so might as well make her more jealous.

PICTURES =D

We went swimming =D
stay under the sun for soo long im still so white.

grr...
and we went to the piping hot suana!
wootsie.

Chang eu must join us next time, it rawks!

After we bathe. loyee started getting zilian.
so i came in and ruin the pic =D

Than both of us get zilian. =_=zzz

PARTY TIME!

We're at the clubhouse =D

Having buffet!
errs loyee, thought ur on a diet o.O

ORANGE!

Hmm.. loyee's hand is on another side.
HEYY, ur suppose to hi-5 me!
lamo..

RED FOCUS!

AHA! see that. loyee is damn rosy. =D
wyahaha!

HEAVEN

...

HELL

WYAHAHA!
don't puke over ur screens orh!

Gimme a life kailun.
we're really bored..

GEE.. all the other photos in lo's mom cam.
=D
rawwwking molopoly game!

im winning big time.
jackpot 3 times.
and more than half the houses are mine, with 2 hotels somemore!

WYHAHAHA.
i love yesterday!

DID I MAKE EU JEALOUS CHANG!
teehehe.

can't wait for monday. DRUMS!

errss....

2006-06-03T22:09:00.000+08:00

YAYAYA. SHUDDUP!

my lolo (pronoun. LAWLAW). ur dancing queen song is sickkenning.

i HATE IT

dunch sing using And HEY, Dun SEE MAMAMIA. it sucks even more.

URRRGGHHH.

im at lo's house. me lo and kai are in he study room with this stupid lolo acting nono, singing like siao.

And she's umm reallyrealy krazy right now la.
she's seing this MMAMA MIAAAAAAAA!!

urrghhhs. scarryyy.

HEYY. I HATE EU LOYEE.

oh YAYY. I LOVE EVANESCENCE =D

okae forget it, eu guys are really wondering how krazy we are now barhs.

tata =D
p.s we took alot of pics =D

freakout!

2006-06-02T20:45:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

=[[

im sooo freak out!

grrr.. fine.
start from the beginning.

hmm, so yeah.
NCC IS CANCELLED!!
woots, last minute cancelled, just when im about to leave the house (:

sooo happy.
WOOTS =D i make changgy jealous.

So we meet up after CCA to buy loykee prezzie. WYAHAHA, chang went out of the platform and in again, the whole time im following her she din realise (:

sooo funny. hmm, budden we dunch know wadda buy for lokyee, so we call her along.

than...
blahblahblah, eu guyys wunch be interested in noeing how WE shop =_="

so hm, we head for JEC cause i wanna play the drum.
so hardcore playing... =D

haha, at first they were ewwing at me when i say that is the drum, all reluctant to play. In the end all fighting with me to play.

so yeah..
urghs.

on our last game, i started noticing this 3 guys?
hmmm... chang lo, this part right. You guyys don't know de. >.<
than they started like advancing towards us? aiyaa, din take notice larh. Not shuai guyys notice them for what.

hm, so me and chang were like looking at one of the gangsters and ewwing about. Cause like, they gort blue hair and pimply face? HAHA, than this 2 cute kidds primary school de came up to us and sayy they gonna tell us a story.

Okae fine, they're preaching. They're christian and like i've been hearing this story for like the 3rd time from strangers? but nvm, they v. cute =D LOL, but im not interested in religion stuff.

hmm, so Chang say and i notice too that this freako guyys idiots are staring at our direction and like, grinning at each other. Im telling eu, this is so goddamm freakky. They are so yuckky. LOL, loyee din realise anything cause she's so engrossed in christian talks. While me and chang are like looking around and i gort scared because i see alot of RV pupils?

thats dumb ><

hmm, so when they sense we're leaving, they get up from the bench they sitting on and than walk somewhere? I didn't really notice.

yuckyuckyuck.

than we went down the escalater, we saw melvin. Chang and me EWW, and that goddamm loyee sayy melvin kinda shuai. *puke* Loyee, ur taste v. badd sehh.

Okae, so we were talking about melvin when this PINK, PIMPLY, FREAKO-FREAK, IDIOT, SUCCKY, PIMPLY STOOPID, UGLY (finefine, more but i'll shut) came runnning to us and ask for my phone number. o.O

freakkingly amazing.

pinkgay: can i have ur phone number? *flipping his phone*
me chang lo: errr *WTH*
pinkgay: my brother wants it.
me chang lo: NOOO
pinkgay: oh its okae.. *runaway*

freaks. like who so stupidd will give eu phone number lo.
idiots. we very easy bully mehhs.
nerds. disgusting jerk, eu pisses me off.

disgusting. all of us were so pissed off.
yuckyuck.

and C'MON.
mah dear chang and lo,
im no chio lo.
if im i'll attract alot of guyys, and i'll find my mr. right *grins*
but umm, im not.

that's why i don't have mr. right =D
see, im no chio.

woah, ur taste v. badd.
the pinkgay and his brothers are krazyy.
all cockeye liao.

i wan puke.
i wan puke.

such people oso exist.

haishh, if mi mum found out about this im dead.
damm freakingly dead.

i hate them. singapore gangster all not shuai de. shuai de all gayy liao. YUCKYUCKYUCK.

***

forget it. =D
me going to lo's bday party tmr!

rawwking. =D
budden chang cannot go.

one day, i'll find the time to bashh her up.

URGHS.
bleargh.
hmphf.

my day is soo suckky freakky. =[

phew.. finally.

2006-06-02T12:39:00.000+08:00

URGHS.

believe it or not. i spend more than 2 hours changing this goddamm skin.

this cannot, that cannot.
so marfan.

COMMENT OKAE! anithing not nice tell me, i change.
but NO KAIKAI, i won't take away my window pop-up. i love it =D

oh yeah.. kai.
Are eu back from camp?
Loyee bday this sat. Must come horhs! CALL ME!

***

yuckyuck.

my CCA soon le, needa go out liaos!
dammit wearing no.4 today lorh.

Must chiong to change again.
wear no.4 sure gort drills de.

kill me kill me..
i did rather do PT.

haiishh..

...

I just realise something.

I use to really love NCC.

i do pumping everyday. i challenge myself to hold as long as i can in the guys position. i practice my drills for at least 10 min everyday. etc..etc.

but now, i don't bother.
i goddam don't even wanna think about it.
feel like poning everytime.

The deltas are retiring liaos.
Charlie taking over..
im damm sian...

NCC is getting sianner, not that drills are boring, not that PT are boring..
just that.

URGHHH, i don't know.

i wanna heck NCC now.
lemme heck it.

***

SHUDDUP CHANG,
i did rather stay in NCC than go CO. =D

hehehehee.
okae, fine. Eu don't get me =D

nvm. sooo chang. REMEMBER HORH.
WAIT FOR ME after ur cca.

haha, i wearing no.4 to show off again =D

***

buhbyes! <33

BRING ME TO LIFE!

2006-05-30T20:58:00.000+08:00

YAYY, 3 CHEERS FOR VALERIE, GAYLE, BRYCE & CHEEYANG.

aww of cause, not to forget me too =D

haha, haha, WYAHAHA!
our dance is one of the better dance =D

gosshhh, cheer for us again. faster faster =D

okae fine, im not modest at all.
lol.

hmm.. lemme gib eu e description of our dance. oh no. I'll tell eu wad happen during the process of this dance. hm, don't get bored out kaes =[

YESTERDAY
9.30 meet up.
waited till almost 10 for chee to arrive.

grrr.... i saw youwei vincent and joel donnoe how many times. Okay, forget them. Don't wanna mention.

so yeah, we went to under e void deck to practice dance. We dance like donnoe wad shit. Keep playing and replaying the music. Thinking of movements. And i must say, Gayle contribute ALOT. We're all like dancing like krazy, grooving with the music. and the dance, eu know are like normal dance, move hands here, move legs there. Those kind of retro dance.

imagine that. save that in your memory.

hm, than we decided that without brycie, very difficult to plan our things out. So we went to eat instead. And seriously lorhs, im not on diet. I ate before meeting eu guyss. So, valerie and gayle eat.

and OMG, cheeyang din eat!
gayle was sooo mean, she said, 'aiya, he don't need to eat. Got alot of fats le'

Hey gayle, insulting me too. EU ARH, eat so many MORE things than me still so thin.
grrr...

Kay, i won't mention about chee getting lost, but in the end, its because he go dabian..

haiyoo... saw alot of 1ahCHOO at MRT. muxin's group de.
haha. than pick brycie up.

Than we have some motivation by looking at evanescence videos.
GODDAMMIT. IT'S SO DAMM FREAKY.

so depressing, so... eww. soo goth.

brrrrr... and yeah, we get our motivation through here =D
we make our dance depressing, keep reaching out and grabbing things we can't reach.

haha, too bad i can't potray my character well.
next time gayle, eu be the main character.

shuang. i love dance.

BRING ME TO LIFE rawwks. =D

succumbing..

2006-05-29T18:00:00.000+08:00

yeahyeah...

i see, i see.
the logic is so simple, but all along, i didn't notice.

i didn't notice..

Peer Pressure.
Can you be sure when u say u didn't succumb to it?

Can you..?

...

NO. You can't! nobody can!

what is all this shit about being urself.
WHATWHATWHAT.

shittybumbum. OKAY FINE.
fine..

i had enough.
CAN'T YOU SEE IT.
its written EVER so clearly over my face.. so cleary.

WHY CAN'T ANYBODY SEE THROUGH ME?

i had enough...
really.

everybody succumbs to peer pressure. Even the loners in school, even the nerds, even the outcast. They can't deny they don't succumb to peer pressure.

everybody do. no matter they are preety, handsome, chio, shuai, uglybumbum, freaks, idiots, ewwers. They all do.

its a simple truth.
a fact.

See through anyone's face, reach into their mind, their thoughts.
you'll see that clearly, something that will shine over the others.

Its true that if you're closer to your close friends, like for me. Chang and lo. but my dear, my dear. No matter how close you're, no matter how close. There's still gonna be pressure.

We're living in this world with pressure,
except that the pressure when im with them, ain't alot, till i can't feel it, i can't notice it.

but i know.

it exist.

SINCE EU SO SMART, you're telling me that you don't have any pressure.
AND THIS IS THE REAL YOU.

omg. laughlaugh.
im sure, at some point of time.
There's gonna be a mask in front of you.

a barriar, that seperate us all.

i can't believe you're so ignorant that you didn't notice that.

let the games begin.

let's see how we turn out.
let's see.

2006-05-27T22:13:00.000+08:00

hm.. pretty normal day.

let see... hm.
morning me genie and val meet.

actually plan to buy cloud prezzie and read that bloody chinese thingy.
in the end only buyy cloud prezzie. everything else forget liao.

BECAUSE EUGENIE LORH.
haiyyoo.. she has to go YONGYU house for dance. and they're meeting at 12.

bah = than me and val pei genie go bac je.
siannss.. actually wanna shop around IMM de.

haiishh.. since back to Genie, nothing to do so watch
XMEN 3!
<333 IT RAAWWKS. yeah.
but. PONSEIDON rawwks even more.

YESHYESH! ponseidon more real, more exciting, more heartwrenching.
haisshh.. im so in <333

NEXT UP, SILENT HILL.
who wanna watch with me?

***

LOYEE CHANG KAI can't wait to see you guyys tmr.
haissh. cloud. maybe i'll have to go at 3.45 have to reach there at 3 ><
sorrie horhs

nvm, still must love me kae =D
haha. okae

LOYEE,
one more thing!
eu going on diet?
heyy, good good idea.

i'll go on diet too.
but ..
NONONO, i'll go on diet.

so every sat diet oso must healthy,
so everysat eu run with me.

THAT SICKLY UNHEALTHY CHANG DISAGREE.
LETS SHOW IT TO HER.

so yeah..
i wunch mind exercises...
AWWW,.... IM SO GONNA MISS MY JUNK FOOD..
feeling so discourage liao ><

bah =

***

tired... i go watch tv again.

TATA

2006-05-26T20:51:00.000+08:00

rawwkin =D

just bathe in darnny hot water, shuang mann. You try, burn urself with hot water. its damm shiok.

okae fine, im not making sense.
dunch know why people like bathing in cold water ><

***

CHANGI, awww. so eu so cute horh!
in the sun a lil while can get heat stroke.

tell eu liao. U must strenthen urself.
run with me everyday. My timing sucks like shit. But see, both of us so lan, den we train to together ain't it perfect.

tell me, you want ur health or studies?
OKAE FINE. eu want ur studies.

but lets say, eu gort fever, can eu still study well?
CAUSE NOT!

plus, if eu run with me everyday, than eu'll get blood circulation to ur brian. and u'll be able to think better later when eu do ur hwk. ITS TRUE!

and most important of all, WE CAN SLIM DOWN =D
aww godd. i hate myself.
im getting fatter and fatter and bigger sizer by the day.

ARGGHHS.
hate fats.
its so ewwly =[

so i dunch care.
u'll have to TRY to and MUST run with me for at least 3 times per week. ain't any biggie deal.

andandand, can we study together.
I AGREE, im so envious of valerie. She din really study still can get so high marks, that shows that she's a genious and im not. So i gonna MUG. like siao.

and this time,
i'll keep up to my words
I MUST I MUST!

if i dunch... i might as well die.

***

Plus mah dear feei, eu can't forget about practicising ur piano kae! It sucks like shit. The examiner gonna wonder why ur wasting her time

haish yes, yes. i know it too. im gonna practice like krazy too..must at least pass..
though i know now..
that's near impossible

***

So, i din pon NC today =D
okae.. actually i feel v. sian about activity as eu can see..
but well, im v. guai de. RIGHT
that's of cause!

OKAE FINE, i just dunch have the guts.
happy?

BLEARGH

***

nothing much today, except there's this stupid rocket project
and like our group only get 15 marks?

HAHA, who cares.
we've tried our best havn't we.

F.E.C.Z a.k.a fuckerzzz a.k.a fats. WE RAWWK!

let's just dump the rocket away. =D
wyahaha

***

heeshh..

won't forget eu cloud.
my dear cloud.
u'll always be forever in my heart, haha since i created eu.

so eu should be happy.
faster, say thank eu.

HAHA

okae.

HAPPY B'DAY TO CLOUD,
HAPPY B'DAY TO CLOUD!
HAPPY B'B'B'DAY TO CLOUDDDDIIEE!!!
HAPPY B'DAY TO EU =D

MUACKS. daddy eu rawk my life.
cannot only love momsie horh!

let her go. =D
hehe.

Though, maybe from the surface it seems as if we're growing apart.
we aren't mentally.
we can't okae. =D

you are my super-cloudie. (edited and copyrighted)

make sure eu where skirt this sun horh. make us wear eu also must wear.

BELIEVE OR NOT GALS,
umm.. i only gort like.. 2 skirts in my wardrobe.

pathetic yeah.

and my mother insisted on only buying skirts with shorts attach.

LIKE MUM!
i know wads up-skirting!

i know when i wear skirt must wear shorts.
so why can't i get more sophisticated skirts!!

bah =

***

soo... HAPPY B'DAY AGAIN!

eu rawwk

PEACE

2006-05-25T19:55:00.000+08:00

... and all i want is freedom

some peace, some time to slack.

BIGDEAL.BIGTHOUGHS.
CONTINUE DAYDREAMING BARH FEEI.

urghs.
urghs.
Been counting down to the last day of school for soo long le.

in the end.. this is all i've got.
SHITTY LONGWINDED NO USE HWK.

urgghs. its a whole damm list lorh.

a person like me who loves to procrastinate will never ever be able to complete these mounting hwk. as eu guys know, im a very last minute person =[

AHHH.. dunch think about it. i dunch wanna.

*****

TO: valerie
heyyo val. Cheer up orh.
Don't worrie about that le.
That's history okae =D

muackiies.
best fwens owaes.

***

TO: eugenie
gurl, sorrie for snapping at eu this few days.. im just very tired and stress out. =[ yeah, i guess you're too. >< anw, hope our rocket will fly tmr, or i'll just kill myself.

SHIT THIS STUPIDD HWK.

anw genie, wads bothering eu. All those post on your blog. Tell me about them okae! =D

cheer up orh!
rawwk on =D

***

TO: claudia
Get well soon orh!
bless us for tmr=D

***

TO: bitch
mah dear fwen. listen up, digg your ear and hear me out.
I don't know wads wrong with ur mental mind and ur physical body, but girl, it ain't sexy.

you ain't e babyeh!
so dunch act like one, its seriously making me puke and i don't enjoy it, its all too fake sweetie.

and my godd, dunch curse at me.
i know i ain't chio, and i ain't.
i know im not chio, so i wunch go around pretending and acting like a pissyprincess'
and i know, u are maybe chio. but that ain't giving eu the apportunity to act liddat.

aww c'mon.
look at urself.
think its appropriate?
hm yeah, damm appropriate. im soo thinking that ur cheap.

look here girl,
this are all illusions and fantasies.
u make them out, and toss them about.
aww girl, sorrie to dissapoint eu. but all this wunch work.
because in real life,
things ain't liddat

... and wipe that irritating smirk off ur face
i wunch waste my finger powers on eu anymore.

FAREWELL!

rantings

2006-05-25T14:11:00.000+08:00

30 min free period.

FINALLY THE WHOLE DARNY THING IS COMPLETE. =D

hehe, me and cloud got B for html seh!
can eu believe it!
i mean, ours is so simple lorh. =D

man, mr lee. U RAWWK!

im fwarking pissed off now.
Its the second last day of school, and tmr there's no lessons.
AND WE STILL GORT LIKE 2 HWK TO HAND IN TMR.

shit the math.
URGGHHH!!!

i hate life of chionging, practically doing these since i came into RV.
bah = HATE IT.

hmm, the ah-pek who collect newspaper is specially coming down today just to collect 1ahCHOO newspaper.

make sense now?
understand why we go around the schh asking for stupidd newspaper.

AWW. must go now!
TATA

Real Numbers.

2006-05-24T22:07:00.000+08:00

DIXUN. hereherehere. sorrie, send by email dam messy. So post this stupidd thing on blog. HATE ASSIGNMENT, now stuck with physics =[

Real numbers is something that I can’t really grasp as it seems complicated making it difficult for me to comprehend.

So naturally, I grumbled upon hearing that we have to do an assignment on Real Numbers. I’ve search through a lot of websites, and I realized that this is a long and tedious task! The websites only give the definition of real numbers but not the advantage and disadvantage of them. Perhaps this is why our teacher gives us this assignment. They want us to realise that the number system is part of our everyday life!

First, let me introduce to you what real numbers are. Real numbers system includes both irrational and rational numbers which completely fills the number line. They can be algebraic, transcendental, positive, zero or negative. They can also be represented by infinite decimals, as they measure continuous quantity. Although natural numbers are also infinite too, there are more real numbers.

In mathematics, you cannot have just a one-sided view, as it would be biased. Here, we have to practice one HOM, and that is ‘openness and diversity’. There are advantages and disadvantages to everything!

Since real numbers are one-to-one correspondence, I feel that there are more advantages than disadvantage in the number system.

The real number system can go beyond zero and is able to count all numbers in one-to-one correspondence. In our daily life, we use real numbers frequently. For example, to count the time, count the goods deliver to make sure that they deliver the correct amount, and to count the people in our class to make sure there is no absentees! We also use them in our recreation activities like when me and my NCC platoon mates are doing drills, we need to shout, ‘SATU, DUA, TIGA, EMPAT, LIMA’ to count the steps we took.

However, some people may find real numbers a tedious job. One-to-one correspondence means that you have to count them one by one, but no fear! We’re living in a modern world, so we have computer or other counting devices to aid us in counting.

How about the people in the past? By contextual knowledge, the sheep problem is one of the examples. They do not have computer or other counting devices to aid them in counting last time. That’s where real numbers came in handy.

How about the disadvantages?

People who need very precise counting like scientist would find real numbers not useful enough. They cannot count to the exact number and only can reach very general counting. Also, in counting great amount of things, real numbers are not efficient enough. To a lazy person like me, of cause I’ll find real numbers a nuisance because I don’t have the time to count such a great amount of things!

After doing this reflection, I finally understand more about real numbers and realized that we’ve to be dependant on ourselves in order to understand something. We cannot just let teachers ‘spoon-feed’ us as we’ll not truly understand it.

I believe everything is discovered for a purpose, a benefit. Although most of us students will complain, but deep down we know that without real numbers, we will not have learnt to count, and this is a disadvantage! With the real number system, it really makes things much more convenient to us!

SHUCKS

2006-05-23T22:37:00.000+08:00

THIS. IS. SHIT.

totally!
Im stuck with this stupidd dance and math assignment which is due on THUR.

Meaning i have to CHIONG tmr for 2 bigbig assign. STUPID. math, okae larh. Just read friend's example, think and rephase. PHYSCIS. okae, this is the shittiest thing ever.

borrow notes from Jiaxu =D and decided to do newton laws of motion.
which is like SHIT TOO. i mean.. yarh. What's this whole point anyway. Stupid assign, and somemore answer to max of 3 ques.

i sure die de. Everytime oral read from my script, yarh. readreadread, than finish =D how wonderful, liddat how can i understand, dunch understand = cannot answer ques.

WHO CARES.
assign only.

ONCE IM DONE WITH ALL THIS SHIT.

ITS HOL =D

hope

2006-05-22T23:25:00.000+08:00

and all i can do now is

... hope

to hope, and it'll be fulfilled.

I hope, i hope.
that this would only pull all of us closer.

I hope, i hope.
that we'll be fine and good friends once again.

I hope, i hope.
that there ain't no lies.

I do not wish for perfection,
i merely ask for your understanding.

ain't no more

2006-05-21T22:35:00.000+08:00

I've always look up upon her as my role-model.

always

She is so perfect, good in everything.
both studies and attitude and of cause, she's welcome by everybody (:

that makes her.
the complete image she's trying to give out.

but now i know

no one.

there is no one whose perfect.
there is a mask in front of everyone.

where they can hide they imperfections,
and show their flaws.

its all a lie

and slowly,
their real self and their mask will be fighting for their say,
and everything will turn contradicting,
more and more confusing.

*arbish*

and everything came lashing out,
without any constraints.

and that's when,
i realise.

there's no one i can look up to in these world..

lashingitallOUT

2006-05-21T21:53:00.000+08:00

realisation...

its a painful experience.

realise.. realise that i can trust no one,
no one except loyee and chang.

realise.. realise that there's a mask behind each person,
just like me.

realise.. realise that people do change,
drastically.

realise.. realise that i can't judge people's character by their look,
wolf behind sheep clothing.

i've realise alot.
i've realise that im more imperfect than i thought.
i've realise that i can't grasp things in my possession tightly.
i've realise that i give people the wrong image.
i've realise that i ain't no saint.
i've realise that they ain't no saint either.
i've realise that they aren't their true self.
i've realise that im a good actress.
i've realise that they act better than me too.
i've realise that i cause people to hate me.
i've realise that im sick.
i've realise that im disgusting.
i've realise that im causing people to puke in disgust.
i've realise that im causing myself to puke in self-disgust too.
i've realise that they ain't as perfect as i thought.
i've realise that they are human too.
i've realise that human ain't perfect.

so why can't they realise im imperfect too?

im human too..

2006-05-21T20:15:00.000+08:00

all forgiven...

hope you forgive me, and overlook my BIGBIG faults too.

thank you...

friends

2006-05-21T17:53:00.000+08:00

...

i just realise,
that my blog ain't private.

...

chang lo kai, can we create a blog soon =D
please.

LOL, can't wait to see eu guyys on sat again.

letmeFREE

2006-05-21T15:18:00.000+08:00

CLOUDCLOUD!

=D

hehe, daddy brought me bluetooth le. Next time eu don't needa help me transfer le.
aahhh, daddydaddy. u rawwk! =D

i won't let you down.
i can't..

Daddy, i'll work hard okae..
though, i know i know.. my results sucks like shit..
and i really really feel like giving up.

I won't.
I'll try not to.
I can't..

*****************

and hmm..

it really surprises me to see that all the people i thought as modest before change.
or maybe its just me.

everybody change,

Better or worst..?

go figure.

Pretending..

2006-05-21T12:29:00.000+08:00

im pained..

co-ed or girls school. There's bound to be people you don't like. There's bound to be people who don't like you.

along the way, you'll meet all of them.
See the real face behind their mask at some point of time,
and you won't know why they're doing this,
why you're becoming like this.

slowly, the devil in you will come up,
swallowing ur real self,
suffocating and drowning you.

and you're no more...

LOL. laugh, laugh..
loyee's pain. im pain too.

dammit.

CHANG, I WANT YOUR LIFE.
I WANT 1FANTASTICFREAK, 1FANTASTICPIG.

its so peaceful down there, alot more peaceful.
I LOVE YOUR FRIENDS.
I LOVE QIAO, MENG, EU, JAS, XUN. all of them...

i want back the old me,
i want back the old rebelious me.

i want back P61'o5

i miss all of eu,
i miss me..

HURT

2006-05-20T22:52:00.000+08:00

im nothing, nothing at all.

nothing to you.
but i know, i know. Someone out there understands me. Someone out there cares for me.

So, listen up.
I don't need you.
You ain't no saint.

Ain't nothing to me, nothing to me at all.

May be hurt now. But you see, you see.
Just you wait.
I'll be better, attitude-wise than you.

Cause someone out there knows, god knows.

bless me..

2006-05-20T21:56:00.000+08:00

weeeeeee....

Me, lo, chang and bday girl kai. *snorts* okae fine, bday boy bday kai went to watch ponseidon today.

AND IM TELLING EU HERE, IT RAWWKS
spiffing hell.
I wanna cry (:

You see, everybody. I mean those that are willing to take the risk and go against the leader of the ship escape. Just in the nick of time when the doors are silled. The captain so stupidd lorh. silled le can escape fire. Budden the water pressure outside is strong! And they just stupidly went screaming inside.

The people who're willing to save themselves, take the risk. Are the true survivors =D
Along the way, while they're finding a exit they meet up with alot of dangers and all of them still stick together.. unless, well unless they can't. But most of the time they did stick together =D

Team spirit sehh, all of them think of others before themselve, all of them are willing to take the plurge. Mann, mann. I'm telling eu, this movie rawwks. Though umm, eu gonna see lotsa corpse. Well, it's part of the thrill =D

WATCH IT KAE! im promoting it lorh. QIAO, GENIE, CLOUD. ITS NICE LORH. dunch sayy its not. IT RAWKS. XD

So hmm, i miss out quite alot of fun they have after that cause i've to go do my project with F.E.C.Z. actually it's pronounce as fucker-si. Budden, too rude liao. so cannot. Pronounce as fats >< aww mann.

Ziqi hse is soo damm nice. So damm.. neat. so damm.. beautiful. CLASSY.
MAN ZIQI, i wanna stay overnight at your house.

Over all, I'm the slacker in the group..
eee.. sorrie guys ><

********************

oh no.. no i think im not ready for it.
nonono..

oh okae its not.
haishh.. i did rather she mention that.
and let me get over with it,
and cry my bloody eyes out.

she didn't.

...

dunch backstabb. straight at my face.

(( sorrie, im just mumbling to myself, im insane at times ))

It closes by itself. OMG. my window is krazy. It's as if.. im not allow to see what's in it..

stupidd..
i won't bother. I CAN'T I CAN'T.

****************

ANW cloud.
thanks for telling me all this.

Feei here confirms that we're not drifting apart.
Okae, maybe physically sometimes. But not mentally.

U'll always be my cloud.
My goodiegoodie pal.

and i know.. now i know.
You're as stress up as me too.

sometimes, i just wish that such things dunch even exist.
since we're not interested, not now.

i just wanna be carefree.

LET'S ALL KAE =D

wyahaha!

Chang, kai, lo & Joysirlin, cloud, ziqi, genie.
You guys seriously make my day, make my EVERYDAY =D

no one.

2006-05-20T09:41:00.000+08:00

I've decided.

I won't care about how people look at me, how they feel about me.
Yes, i know that is me. So why bother to hide it and mask up my pain.

I'm me, I won't get influenced.

*smile* That's better.
They want sayy what shit they say lorh.
Its their mouth, I can't control them. I only can control myself.

I don't see the use of getting upset over someone's opinion, when i know that it ain't true.

the J word is of cause out of my mine. Maybe theirs.

wadever.

I've gain alot of understanding after the teenage issue =D
mann, it's my life. my counsellor, my mentor =D

i gonna buy every month issue of it from now on XD
gooshh. i gonna be broke, wyahahha!

********************

mah dear loyee, u asleep or wad.
chang say eu coming my hse at 9, and eu din sayy anithing about it.

YOU'RE ASLEEP NOW LORH!
bleargh!

Pained..

2006-05-20T09:18:00.000+08:00

perhelps.. just perhelps.

im the one whose paranoid.

Pained..

2006-05-19T22:25:00.000+08:00

I seriously don't know what's going on around me anymore..

I think I'm drowning, deeper and deeper.
and no one can pull me out of it..

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.
LETMESCREAMMYHEADOUT.
LETMEDROWN.
LETMEDIE.

but no one hears...

because they're blind,
they're deaf,
to me..

amazing how i can blend in with the wall so well. SEEE, i tell eu im a chameleon.

even a dead chameloen can camouflaged well.
and, i think.
i think i can do better..

im hiding it ever so well,
no one gives A BIG FAT DAMN ABOUT IT. ABOUT ME.

no one..
except, maybe joycelin, genie and ziqi. =D
mann, i love eu guyys.
I can be me when im around eu guyys. no awkwardness, secrets can be shared...
hmm.. joycelin is like chang

I don't need, i DON'T NEED a group. I don't need a gang.
I JUST WANNA BE ME.

is that too much to ask?

...

I don't want. I don't need.
I'm different. I'm not interested in those kind of stuff.

I just ain't.
I don't want a boyfriend.
I don't wanna get involved.
I don't want anithing.

I get satisfied easily you know.
very.

All i need is a simple smile, sincere and carefree..
nothing hiding. No barriar between us, no mask hidden behind the face of yours.

kept opening, closing, opening, closing, opening the window.
aww.. so lame.

HAHA, great. now than eu know im lame, im always lame.
can't bear to see the words. too beautiful for me to see. aww, im so blinded.

wadever.
wadever.

*******************

*arbish*
Dad sayy i grown bigger size..

*arbish*
broader shoulder yakyakyak.

EWWW. i dunch wanna. boohoo =[[
bleargh.

haishh.. uglypigme.

AND THAN EU KNOW WAD. THEY BLAME IT ON NCC..
oh puh-lease, get a life. do some stupidd pumping will make me get fatter or wadever meh.

that part about drinking too much sweet drinks i still can believe. NCC.
forget it. that's insane.

*********************

Haishyo loyee, i think im feeling as lost as eu.
bleargh.
Life sucks.

lucky

2006-05-18T13:47:00.000+08:00

Before i say the good news for toady, im warning eu not to read the previous post. Dunch know why there's no spacing. Spend the whole night yesterday fretting over it. so, only the tagged victims HAVE to read it.
ZAVIER
VALERIE
LOYEE
CHANGNING
QIAOWEI
EUGENIE
ZIQI
JOTHAM

^^ i neglected the rule to tagg at you guys blog. So i assume u guys are smart enough to visit kaes =D

********************
wyahahaha!

today MR lim din come, so there's one hour of free period for us.

SMILE

hehe.. budden.. haiyoo alot of rules lorh. But okay larh. didn't affect me that much.

Cannot talk (who cares)
Cannot play games, not even crossword puzzle (im mature enough)
Can listen to songs, but have to soft enough that she can't here. (im not listening, but genie is. Have to keep reminding her to turn the volume down =
Butt can't be off the seats (BLEARGH, actually wan ask joysirlin for help de ><

Lots more, but i'll shut.

************

RESPONDING TO CHANGY'S BLOG.

''im proud to be a anti-gay. CHANT AFTER ME''

anti-gay: ''ANTI-GAY.ANTI-GAY,ANTIGAY,ANTI-GAY,ANTIGAY,ANTI-GAY,ANTIGAY...''

chang. though eu say u're not promoting gay. U SURE ARE. the way eu say it. Don't you agree with me anti-gay?

ONE POINT THAT I MUST STRESS

COLIN AND KERO AIN'T INTELLECTUAL. they ain't. They are saying all those shit to comfort themselve from the discrimination of us, anti-gays. WYAHAHAA.

seriously, chang i love eu. I WANNA KISS. yeah, dunch eu feel disgusted? Now im telling eu, im e les. WYAHAHA. u sure straightaway become anti de. Chang dunch know how it feels like, so chang please dunch crap.

You dunch know how horriblevegetable it is.

LOOK AT PJC BOY LARH. he rawwks more lorh. MORE INTELLECTUAL SOMEMORE.

***************

YOO LO. smile.

How are eu?

FINEFINE KAE?

hope so. Anw.. umm im not sure if i can turn up for the ss this week at 2 le. So let's make it earlier can?

I wanna talk to eu and see ur new hairstyle.

CHEER KAE =D

that's it. i wanna go search for songs liao, buhbyes!

SICK

2006-05-17T22:31:00.000+08:00

HMPHF!

so badd.
HOCHING and JOY-SIR-LIN both sabo me to do this stupidd stupidd game created by GAYLE. ggrrr..

Let's get over with it.

INSTRUCTIONS:

01. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of his/her PERFECT lover.

02. Mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.

03. Tag 8 victims to join this game and leave a comment at their blogs.

04. If you're tag the second time, there's no need to do again.

05. ENJOY.

o.O enjoyy *echoes*

*coughcough*

1) Taller than me. (can't imaging steading with a guy shorter than me, than wad. bend down to kiss him?

2) Cute and shuai. (okae.. maybe not. but must have standard larh)

3) Sweet, understand (wunch blame me for anithing. and hee...)

4) Take intiative (c'mon larh, where got girls like to do the talking de)

5) Cleverer than me (yeah ching joyce, i like boys to have more brains than me. =D than can depend on them marh)

6) Average size (Cannot be skinnier than me. Cannot be fatter than me. Average size. =D)

7) Shy (cute eu know =D haha, budden still must have courage one larh)

8) hmmm.. LOVES ME (cannot use mouth say love me, than dump me when bushuang =[ )

Last point dammdamm important!!

okae fine. DONE.

now to sabo people =D my favourite part.

ZAVIER

VALERIE

LOYEE

CHANGNING

QIAOWEI

EUGENIE

ZIQI

JOTHAM

=]] wyahaha.

*************

Okae, off with it.

TODAY'S HEADLINE:

ZHUFENG IS SHUAI!

...

VOMIT BLOOD

Pathetic.

Zhufeng is shuai.

pukepukepuke.

From whichever angle, he still belargh de

True, me and shereen were having a conver e other day.

We were in the MRT train, zhufeng and qixin were opposite of us.

Shereen: You find qixin shuai anot?

me: From far yes.

Shereen: You find zhufeng shuai anot?

me: *snorting* (for gooness sake i can't breathe)

after a while

me: NO WAY!

wyahaha. kan lai kan qu he oso fat one marh.

that BIG FAT FLIRT.

wyahahaha!!

p.s is ailing say zhufeng shuai de o.O

***************

In MRT train today. Snacking as usual.

suddenly a stupidd nerdy ( i mean it. His wearing a old-fashioned spec, and those kind of 80s outfit) said to us, ''Can you girls please stop snacking. I can practically smell it from here. Which school are you from?''

AIYO UNCLE. who you think you are lorh. STUPIDD. snack cannot meh. than eu shuddup larh. stupidd laubuu uncle. Seriously, me and genie see this type of people alot le.

BUT HE IS THE WORST.

nvm. he dunch deserve all this.

Lucky we heckcare eu, din tell eu are sku. So stupidd, we wear uniform cannot see arh. BLIND

GEEK.

fcuking guy. GO DIE.

WYAHAHA * im evil *

*******************

3 cheers for me.

I think im gonna fail my piano.

1 more month to exam..

my skills.. LOUSIEST.

my exam pieces.. okae le.. timing not right

SCALE.. havn't memories yet..

She is extremely dissapointed in me.

and im too..

I seriously cannot find time to practice piano le..

GIVE ME A BREAK..

this is totally killing me

haiishh..

wastage

2006-05-17T16:43:00.000+08:00

BLEARGH!

im seriously dammdamm bored at this comp lap now. Doing dance write-out, and those stupidd CID thing.

okae, im not actually doing it. gossh.. im really slacking =[[ feel bad. Din contribute.

haiyoohaiyoo.. Joyce teach me how to put pic into blog =D budden i still cannot bold my words.

grrr.. can't wait to find a new blogskin.

WEEEE... im going to die at piano tuition later. Whole week din play piano liao.. gona die gona die =[ haisshhaiis.. at least things are much better today than yesterday =D

P.S after claudia tie up her hair in a bun for e whole day and let down now, it has e S shape. WYAHAHA.

stop here. post tonite=D

Sick of Life

2006-05-16T20:27:00.000+08:00

im beat out.

totally sleepy today, can't concentrate in class.
Practically pigging at every chance i've got.

BLEAGH..
not because i sleep late. okae, i did sleep late reading full house.. but i oso dunch feel well.. keep cold sweat-ing.. and my stomach hurts for the whole day.. shoudn't be gastric barh..

Still feeling real tired during NCC..
cannot summon up strength to do drills and pumping.. god dammit..
Wad happen to me today?

...

wadever.. haissh

*******************

gee loyee.

U cut, layered and rebond ur hair.
o.O sooo goood..

bleargh.
anw, does it look as birdnesty or grassy as mine? *shut up kailun*
WYAHAHA.
can't wait to see the new eu. =D

************************

can't wait to die today..

MISUNDERSTOOD!

2006-05-15T18:50:00.000+08:00

waaaaa...

ewwewwewww. WHODAHECK SAY I LIKE HIM!

yuckyuckyuck.
slapme.
killme
*pukes*
im gonna faint soon...

JOY-SIR-LIN. waddafugg, when did I even say i like him lorh o.O
woahwoahwoah.

okae fine.
here's the scenario.

1) Was buying food after returning from the history trip.
2) Was about my turn to buy food when joycelin suddenly exclaimed that hanxiao was behind.
3) So yeah he was, and i continue buying my food. like, who cares about him anyway.
4) Finish buying my fanchoy and chinchow (omahgodd, both got my teacher's name. eww) when joyce sudden vibrate. oh yesh, did i ever tell eu that joyce is a good vibrator (remember rendylee)?

''Wad larh''
''er-hem, tell eu later. can't say it here''

*struggles to point middle finger*

And she told me.

o.O

wow, enjik. where did eu get such resourcefull information. im soosoo amazed. oh yarh. which enjik. xinyi or jasmine?
URGGH wadever.

so im clearing any misunderstandings now.

I do not like hanxiao.

oh c'mon, i dunch fall for seniors. And wadever eu heard out there. *shrugg* wells, is definitely not true!

=D

of cause i dunch wanna be *****-number-two. im worth more than that aren't i? I defintely dunch fall head-over-heels over moi seniors.
nopenope. not interested.

IM MUCH MUCH BETTER THAN THAT. agree joyce?

i got sosososo many things different from her. oh yesh, im zi kau-ing. =]]
WYAHAHA.

dunch yuan wang me again horh!

*************************

Anyway.

THE HIRTORY TRIP =]

first thing that all of us 1ahCHOO will remember dearly forever is that desmond lim wears nike T-shirt, black track pants with pink stripes, slippers, and carrying such a oh-so-small bag. o.O he has a veryvery small water bottle which can hardly satisfied my thirst anitime. And, he was carrying a umm pink plastic bag with a girl stickman on it. i think.

@_@

Yes, that's my history teacher.

LOVE HISTORY TODAY.
last part of the day.. lim kept looking at me to answer question. and... in the end he deng yan with me o.O

so anihow say something lorh.
''Why is the grass at that side different from the grass at this side''

YEAH, laughlaugh. haha. lame i know. but its true. Ugly class.. with alot of chamelion.. and one dead chamemlion somemore lorh. When we saw it all of us were screaming. Claudia scream the loudest. And, im telling eu.. that is realreal scary.

hmm, next big thing that happen is that we're heading out of the kranji memorial when suddenly janice sayy she lost her purse!

WOAHWOAHWOAH. and we have to go back to search for it. in the end still cannot find. Turns out she left it in the bus =

haiyoo.. jan. so careless *shakes head* haha.

Guess, that's all for today.

oh yeah. peertutor.
Found out that EUGENIE'S twin, EUGENE is a nice person =D
that 5 bloody guyys from my class pon duty. THAN EACH OF US, ME JAN AND GENIE HAVE TO TAKE 5 DUTIES!! urrghhh. the two guyys are definitely driving me krazy. bleargh =

haha, eugenie. EUGENE NICE SEH =D
treasure him orh! *deng yan*
WYAHAHA.

okaeokae. done buaiz poeple =D

happybday

2006-05-14T15:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAY CHONGMIN.

happybdaytoeu.
happybdaytoeu.
BE HAPPY ALWAYS.
happybdaytoeu

<333333

RAWK ON.

weird

2006-05-13T20:42:00.000+08:00

weird, but yeah.

I'm inddeed enjoying those people who're gibing the gay guyys their comments.
and im totally siding with this PJC boy. Do catch his wonderful comments.

i just realise this colin&kero got their FC and forum o.O
If they go on like this, they gonna be eveneven more famous than XIAXUE.
But, im definitely not amaze by them. Xiaxue is soo much better.

But its fun reading their comments. got alot lorh. they are damdam famous.
im sick yeah.

This gays are crapp.

man-made makebeileves.
I'm not gonna be a les ever.

P.S check out PJC boy. He could be a lawyer of some kind. rawwking.

SPASTIIC

2006-05-13T20:11:00.000+08:00

spastic. yeah spastic.

Waddafugg is that word. o.O

Mah loyee dear, I totally dislike it when eu say this stupidd word. Cause you dunch explain waddafugg is that. And, you lovve to confused me.

Anw, i found the meaning for it. =D
Spastic :
1)Of, relating to, or characterized by spasms: a spastic colon; a spastic form of cerebral palsy.
2)Affected by spastic paralysis.
3)Offensive Slang. Clumsy or inept.

o.O ohh wow. I still dunch geddit. too chim.
This is soo spastically stupidd. Just like eu.

arrhhhggg. NVM.

***************

anw, went to pierce ear today. =D
and ummm.. nahh it dunch hurts. *grins*

hehe. yeah. not at all *widen eyes*
FINE, im lying. It hurts a whole damm lot.

And I'm the first to pierce too lorh. BAH = dunch like it, dunchh wanna be first at things again.
SSOOSOOO nervous.

And, haha. I din know they just... use the gun and inject e earing striaght in. Tot they would at least, gimme a ma gui zhen marh.. so darn surprise. Got me all jittery. I was shakking and giggling when she's trying to inject o.O comes out. one higher. one middle. D

DUNCH CARE.
I'm not going back there ever again.

unless, i can get a second piercing =D
umm, yeah. I'll forget about that. My ear is soo darn small it can only fit one.

and loyee's trying to make me jealous saying she can pierce one more.
YEAH RIGHT, that's because my ear is sooo small and cute and ur's aint. =D

and eu kailun.. oso horh. People sayysayy for fun u can fit alot of earing into that BIGBIG buddha ears of yours and you try to make me jealous yet again saying urs can fit in 3.

ARRHHH.

nvm, im happy with my small and cute ear =D
with 2 golden stars on it. =D
STARS. =D star's are beautiful. just like moi ear. hohoho.

CHANG & CHANG. u giirls oso pierce kkae =D than, me lo and eu all can go to e concert with nicenice earings. HAHA. though, I'm not gonna wear dangling. Not yet, I still havn't gotten over loyee's SPASTIC joke about dangling earings getting pulled. ARHHH. anw, i suit stuts better marh, right chang =D

can't wait. can't wait. Really can't believe i just pierced o.O

hurts le.. dunch know how valerie can tahan one more lorh. Somemore she gonna pierce at the top.

I'M never. EVER. gonna. DO. this.
NO WAY.

***************

thinking of getting a ipod.
But been feeling that.. i expect too much from moi parents, keep saying i want this.. i want that.
Maybe.. I'll wait for the next year barh.

can't afford..
I'm not rich.

PIERCE IT

2006-05-12T21:20:00.000+08:00

o.O

>.<

:)

=)

=D

WYAHAHAHAA!

*smiles krazily*
*laughs insanely*

PIERCING.

clarissa sayys its okae. =D
lo's happy with it too. she's reaching moi hse at 8 tmr =O

oh no oh no..
I gonna pig in again.
=D torturousie to loyee. hohoho.

momsie so marhfan... say i must wake up early, bathe wash ear. wadever.. godd she's so into hygiene. Just my luck, now eu know why she insist on bringing me to doctor to pierce moi ear?

=_='' hohoho. im soo darn happy. hohoho. hohoho. MERRY CHRISMAS.

excuse me

*calm down*

okaeokae..
Genie, cheer up kaes. I know there's something bothering eu, and I want eu to know that well, i do care =D of cause i care. ur moi goodgood friend. I'll lend eu a listening ear, a helping hand all done with a willing heart. SO CHEERIO GIRL. smile for me =D. smile for your blog. smile for him. o.O

OHMAHGAWD. loyee, i forgot something. like... din we say we're going to ask if chang's coming with us too.

o.O

forgotten. i gonna call her now.
Hope 3 of us can pierce together =D

and one last thing. Be nice to clarissa okae.
She's shy. talk very little, i dunch wanna her fill left out tomorrow.

can't accept it.

2006-05-12T17:01:00.000+08:00

I just cannot accept this.

...

Is there really gays and lesbians in the world. Everthing seems to be pointed that way.
This.
Totally.
Disgust.
Me.

TOTALLY.

Yeah, maybe im offending some people out there. Cause I'm perfectly normal. I know its rude of me to sayy all this, u could just.. slap my face and walk away =D how about that?

hmm.. why did i bring this up.

Zavier showed me colin&kero, about 2 gay guys.

GAY GUYS.

Read through their latest post.

''Darling, dear, i lub eu. Steads. hug. kiss...''
my god.. he had alot of this in his blog. And I'm definitely puking down here.

First thing that came to my mind, ''He must be ugly, this gay guy.''

Zoom down on their page..

... down
... down
... down

Saw it. nono, not in my blog, theirs.
Saw photos.
Saw 2 cute guys?

Yeah, colin&kero.
Hmm..

I had a misconception of gayguys being not shuai. Omahgawd.. they are like so shuai. So wasted.

Eugenie and me were like.. WAH LAH.
I really cannot take all this.

But it's happening.
And they think it's perfectly normal.

A kiss.
A hug.

Yesh, u can kiss or hug a same gender. As long as its pure.. not les. not gay. but.. FRIENDS.
hmm yeah. Loyee, you agree with that too rights? =D

I really really cannot take all this in.
I can't believe all this.
I can't, and i'll choose not to.

I believe one day. This people, will come into senses.

God didn't make us to be like that.
All this are man-make makebelieves.

*sigh again* why are gays so shuai. wasted man.

*shivers* Doesn't all this amounts to.. everywhere i go, although i dunch know. I'm seeing gay and les! AHHH, no i dunch wanna.

*********************

Have e conver with mom a week before about lesbians.
I tell her i'm glad not in a girls school. And i sincerely pity kailun and loyee.

She asked why.
I told her its because their classmates have lotsa les and gays.

BELIEVE IT OR NOT.
THIS IS WAD SHE SAYS

''Good what, same gender go out together. Now they still young, don't know know what's right, and what's wrong. They grow older liao will change de''

WTF, my mom is sooo NAIVE.

... and she proceeds to tell me about how wrong izzit to date now. Gave me a severe warning not to date. Name out all her friends daughters who dates, and their ruining their lifes and future.

WTF, its not like i dunch date mum.

LOOK AT ME. am i ruining myself.
WOW, yeah im ruining myself. *sarca*

And all her friend's daughers are like.. 16 and above. MOM.
16 is sooo old.
And you tell criticise them on their dating.

OHMAHGAWD. than when can i date.
like.. when im old and nobody wants me animore.

GREAT MOM. do that.
I'm not as old-fashion as eu. Date only when working.

NO WAY, i gonna enjoy life.
I gonna make the right choice.
I can have as many boyfriends as i want.
It's how things work now.
Right hoching? =D

OF CAUSE. omahgawd. Mom wake up!
Don't keep saying im influence by friends thats why i wanna date or wadever.

*slaps head*
Forget it, i just remember you dunch know my blog. continue on oso no use.

*****************

Loyee, clare din reply my sms.
So mum say should be next sat.

HAISSH.. i seriously can't wait to pierce my ear.. and i have to wait one more week. DARNIT.

(( I'm not anti-gay or anti-les okae!!))

UP

2006-05-11T22:21:00.000+08:00

upupup. i want eu to feel up. okae.

HAHA, yeahs. hmmm.

i dunch know wadda sayy liao.

just. cheerio okae. doubt u'll even know that i'm saying this to eu =D

***************

Shopping with chang and lo for kai's prezzie.

Found a funkie.. oops oops. nopenope kai. DREAM ON. not going to tell eu wad it is now. When we gib eu the prezzie must wear it to concert okae. Dunch worrie, we brought it super duper big size =D though we dunch know how thin eu become.

Hope u found NOT GAY friends in RI horh, i dunch wanna eu be influence. NO WAY, im gonna teach eu to be man. yeah man! =D

soo.. we saw 3 cutecute. NO XIMENG, ur not in them. only my deerio qwei, eunice-san and jas. HMMP. okae, i shall be nice. 4 cutecute. and we crapp around.. yeah. it was fun.

qiao and jas went. left us, me chang lo ximeng eunice. went to take neopwints =D and.. oh yeah eat yogurt first. CHANG, dunch lie. I know eu like the yogurt too, budden si yao mian zi. EUNICE LO, the yogurt damm nice rite. of cause it is, claudia jie shao to me de =D

hmm..... i slack whole day today. no hwk done. no attempt.
6.30 till now still staring at comp.
*clapclap*

haha. soo..
tata =D

life's changing

2006-05-10T10:36:00.000+08:00

BOOHOO.

im feeling ever so happy today.
unlike yesterday. HAHA.

hmm.. yesterday..
why am i upset about yesterday..

1) D&T sucks big time, cause we got one hugehuge assignment on. Prodesktop somemore. I dunch even noe how to make a table lorh. o.O

2) Physics Oral presentation. I dunch know wad shit we're suppose to do.

''To use principle(s) of physics to explain to the class one interesting phenonmenon or how thing works''

can someone enlighten me.

3) Math gave me a headache. Im seriously bad at negative and positive. boohoo..

4) Jiali can't make into tabletennis, cause RV dunch allow half way change CCA.

jiali cried

...

I feel so guilty.

Those were the bad stuffs.. haha. But there's goodie stuffs too =D

I gain a kor. =D

haha, and my kor very nice de.

that's of cause.

mykorrawks,mykorrawks,mykorrawks =D

****************

That's yesterday.

Today rawwks.

wyahahaa. Went out with Genie, cloud and ziqi today. Motive is to discuss about gymnastic, in the end nothing is accomplish.

uhh.. we forgotten about it =D

Hhaha. But aniway, im happy because..

I ate for the 3rd time at mosburger today with mum. yayyayy, i love mum.

And the neoprints we took today is the best =D uhh.. the only time i took neoprints without having to wear uniform this year. o.O

frigging amazing.

hmm, life's taking a turn now i guess.

yayys, as long as there's more holidays, less hwk.

I'll stay happy always =D

Life goes on..

2006-05-08T22:43:00.000+08:00

Physics is like shit.

Me and Janice were stuck in question 4, 5 & 6.

boohoo...

haha, Janice is a cute girl. I like her alot. She's just like.. the sun, and simply brighten up my dayy.. i feel comfortable around her.. yeah =]

Plus, she's pro in math. Help me with lotsa question today =]

AHH... hehe..

Dear Valerie,

you don't have to feel bad. Cause I've been feeling the same way for a long..long time..

wayy too long...

... till i can't stand it.

I don't feel really... 'in' with you guyys... as in.. when we are a group. It's like.. I feel sososo out of place, I don't feel like engaging in the conversation you guys were talking about. I don't feel it reallyreally concerns me.

But when we are 'individuals'.. like.. maybe, me and cloud. or.. me and you. I feel.. right. Yeah, right. But as a group.. i don't.

I'm sure joycelin feels the same way too.

well at least, more or less.

So i can understand how you're feeling right now.

I don't like sticking to the same usual people. I'm more to the socializing side. I think i can fit in well, get along well with eugenie and ziqi group.. and with shereen they all, plus the 1F people (MUACK! SEE I DIN FORGET EU GUYS) better than i can with.. us.

sadd, i know.

But, haha. No matter what.
You, cloud, joycelin, genie, ziqi, shereen, 1f people.
iHEARTTeu.

=]

so vall.. dunch feel like this le kkae.. okae..

Dear cloud,

It's your turn now.

Been seeing us both bittergourd face today =[[

WAAA.A. CLOUDD. IM SORRIE. IM SORRIE. IM SORRIE... im sorrie. imsorrieimsorrieimsorrie... boohoo..

i add on to your troubles..
sorrie for losing ur thummbb..
im really sorrie..

im so careless..
im so sorrie..

lemme treat eu to lunch.. one time okae.
PLUS NEOPRINTS TOO =]
that i won't forget.

Dear loyee,

you still okae.

eu take the painkillers to kill urself?

...

I don't think i can take that.

I don't think i'll believe it aniway.

It can't be true.

The bouncy loyee i know can't turn all that depressed (remember the compo. you have 2 pigtails bouncing around. plus butterfly hairclips) UH-HUH!

yeahyeah.. write to mrs yeo..

hope things turn out alright kaes..

why mrs yeo..
as in... why, if she know the truth she'll shun u. wad truth.

AIYO, lo.

it can't be all that bad.

Life still have to go on.

AND U STILL HAVE ME! =D

unless u dunch wanna me larh =[

takkaires my princess (hehe).

Ciao this thur, can't wait.

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Dearest kailunny,

Hope eu see how much effort me lo and chang *grins around* put in for eu.

u better do a better job for us next time

*hinthint* i wanna shoulder bag =]

so sian.. movie again.

OI, I WANNA GO ESCAPE.
okae. letsee =D

ohyarh, thanks for the tickets u got us =D
We'll all dress to kill, and let all ur boyfriends get jealous to see 3 babes walking down with eu

OKAE FINE. im kidding. im no babe, but at least chang and lo are. That's better than nothing =D

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...
...
...
...

err.. i think lets stop here for today barh.
tmr!

bumout.

2006-05-07T22:56:00.000+08:00

Lotsa things bothering me..haisshh

Trouble no. 1

Just went to momsie blog.

den.. i realised how torn apart she's feeling. between us and shereen.. felt a lil' bit sadded.

boohoo.

...

If this is the case, than dunch know how to explain.. won't cloud feel left out =[

remember that time.. during physics. We get to change seats, so im with joyce. hs with veron. but val and shereen still sitting according to index marh. Can see that val feel very duibuqi cloudd... so next lesson she sit with cloud.

But, this can't go on.. can it?

really hope that things will turn out alright.

Trouble no. 2

Spend the past 2 days happily thinking i've completed all hwk. den.. suddenly.. now than i realise still got alot.. boohoo..

haiishh..

Trouble no. 3

I still havn't gotten over NCC..

jiali left.. one of our better cadets..

Trouble no. 4

This is serious..

DEAR LOYEE,

im always here for you.

so dunch u leave me.

okae..

dearloyee..dearloyee..dearloyee.. ur the biggest of my trouble now.. BIGGEST. boohoo, u shouldn't have make me soo worried. so, just.. ENDURE. okae! see u this sat =D

Trouble no. 5

him..

...

i feel like im losing him.

''won the battle, lose the war''

how true is that..

Troubles..

Don't feel like saying all troubles out..

im going to break down soon..

...

SOON.. now.. yeah now..

HATE LIFE.

boohoo.

2006-05-05T23:07:00.000+08:00

I'll not adress my senior kor & jie by this le.
I'll call them by their name =D
ain't i nice. hehe, that's of cause.

Everybody has jiali's name on e nick lorh. den i blurblur dunch know wad happen. Thought jiali only going for table-tennis try-out. not really out of NCC.

First time we know which CCA we were posted to. I'm real happy i got into NCC. although i put it as 5th choice, its actually the 2nd choice inside my heart. Jiali didn't got into any of her 6th choices, so she've to choose between NP and NC. our class got like 5 girls in NCC that time, so she chose NC.

3 months later

Me talking to a few other NC girls plus jiali.
'Soo, how do you find NC after this 3 months'
'Okay lor.'
'If you were given a chance, will eu leave?'
she just shruggs.

boohoo. partly, i think its abit of our fault larh, our bonding ain't strong enough. But, okay. I know that's not the point. Jiali leaves NC, because of other reasons. Haishh, its so difficult to maintain silver, dunch wanna downgrade ourselves..

14 people left.

...

GURLS. WE HAVE TO JIAYOU LE. ADD FUEL GOGOGO.

ANNOUNCEMENT : lost pencil box. booo, that means i lost my diary plus pencil box tis month le. sadded.

still got wad..
oh yarh, i very goon today.
Left no.3 in schh, already at dover liao than i realise. so all the way from dover to je. genie helped me call people see if they're still in schh. i was so worried lorh. i call people once they sayy not in schh i din say bye hang up on them liao.

SORRIE.
I'm too anxious liao.

Lucky cloud ziqi helmme find pass to chang =]

ahhs... my friends rawwk. i need them. MUACKIES.

guess, i'll go now le.
DRAGGIN CHANG ALONG WITH ME TO RUN 6 ROUNDS TMR =]
hahs. tata.

dead

2006-05-01T23:09:00.000+08:00

how wonderful.

I'm about to die soon.
DNT test tmr, and i din study (it doesn't make sense aniwayy. all shit)

WOW, amazing, and this goes into the report book.

SPIFFLINGLY AMAZING.
URGHS.

someone kill me please.

Freak

2006-04-27T15:54:00.000+08:00

Haha, first day sitting with val =D and er.. grace. yarh.

HAHA, val totally rawwks. budden, she make me feel so zibei, cause she's like, really listen to teacher's lesson and everything >< AHH, i must catch up. yeah, cannot lose to her >< which i already am.

ANYHOW, im feeling kind of happy. Cause moi group answer alot of question, and YAYY, got the most points today. =D rawwk on.

HIGHLIGHT OF TODAY

Mr desmond lim went krrazzy again today. AHH, IM TELLING YOU. ITS HELL. yarh hell, shan't really elaborate on it, but i was like stammering 'I'm interested in empire, and err uhhh the slide that your showing.. and uhhh i know i didn't participate alot in class...' BAHH =| dammit, dammit, dammit. ITS TRUE. awws, im so sadd.. mann, must volunteer more, budden dunch know wadda sayy in class, class test tyco de >< dammit, im real scared.

And because of this, HALF AND HOUR OF COMP GONE =[[
AHH, AHHH...
computor lesson is real rawwking today. gotta change sit to infront with genie =D yayys, dunch have to strain to see the screen le. HAHS. FLASH RAWKS. haha, its so cute. and so MUCH more interesting than all those stupidd D&T and ART lesson we got. =D

simply rawwking =D

haha, one last thing ><
XIMENG said qixin, enyao and zhufeng were acting today =P=P
SADD, i miss it. haha, qixin acted as the prince. Enyao as the princess o_O and zhufeng as.. wad ahh.. aiya, as the person who got bitten up.

WADEVER, big fat zhufeng ain't important.
HAHA, QIXIN as PRINCE
Enyao as PRINCESS

WYAHAHA! so funny. i miss it!! aww.. mann. i wanna see them act lorh. =D

...
...

I WANNA TRANSFER TO 1F..

2006-04-26T15:26:00.000+08:00

a big fat HAIS.

okae.. i must look on the bright side. i must, i must..

DAMMIT. why must we change place!! AHHH.. WHY. why break us up when we are already one big happy family. ahhh, im so going to miss DADDY (hoching) mommy (sharon) and bad friend (wanzhen). AHHH, IM GOING TO MISS HOCHING THE MOST. hoching totally rawwks, she rawwks, she rawwks. She is like.. so cool, don't care about what others think of her, and she is so.. hilarious..?

YEAH HOCHING RAWWKS.
She just gave me a feeling.. that, that she accepts me..?

WADEVER.
HOCHING RAWWKS, HOCHING RAWWKS.
she'll always help me with my hwk and stuff.

haha, wanzhen u too. im going to die with chinese and math without eu. =[[
SHARON MOMMY... i just lost the 2 great artist in my group..

WAAA.. IMISSHOCHING, IMISSHOCHING, IMISSHOCHING, IMISSHOCHING..
i miss hoching, i miss hoching.. okaeokae... fine. i shall stop it.. I MISS HOCHING..

i think im going to cry soon, honestly.. when loo sayys we're going to change sit, there's tears in my eyes. phew.. lucky i blink them back, don't wanna cry in front of everybody.

HOCHING, I DUNCH CARE. AS A FAREWELL GIFT. DRAW ME =D yeah draw me.. you always refuse to draw me..

lols, hoching really rawks.

BUT NEVER MIND.

VALERIE MOMSIE, YOU RAWWK TOO. =]]
of cause you rawwk. haha, chiobu's like you alwayys rawwk moi life. oh yarh. HOCHING IS A VERY CUTE GIRL =]] oops. oh okae.. yeah. im sitting with valerie now. it goes like this:

VALERIE, ME, GRACE, HUISHAN

at least.. for now larh, hope huishan could change place with grace. its like.. WTF, D&T, HOW SCIENTIST WORK, BIOLOGY, PHYSIC also sit with her.. im feeling so sian. AND THAT LYDIA!! its like, she already change index le lorh, so she shouldn't be sitting there with.. WANZHEN animore wadd. SHE..SHE..urghs, i dunch wanna badmouth ppl. i just did. HAHS. i dunch care. IM ANGRY.

HATE IT. HATE IT.

If she even bothers to change, than i'll be sitting with GENIE =]] yayys, if that came true, i dunch have to struggle for answer and will be able to cooperate more.

OH SHSSHHH... WHY MUST I SIT WITH HER AGAIN!
huishan, you better change tmr, at least try, than after that explain to loo.

okae, enough about all this bloody sitting arrangement.

alot of things, shitty things happen today. okae, its not that bad, but bad enough.

like..

1)Pull my legmuscle while asleep, wake up crying. FOR GOODNESS SAKE, IT REALLY HURTS.. nvr happen last year.. this year.. dunch know why keep having. HATE IT.

2)Okae, this actually happens yesterday larh. Tried holding on to pumping position for 7 minutes.. and i can't make it.. DARN IT. why can't i!! AHH, hate myself. end up with arm cramps. URGHS.

3) i got caught by mrs look (izzit spell liddat? ) for wearing my socks low. and my friends also come and she spotted huishan >.< so huishan have to pull up her socks. haha, actually all my friends who came all wear low socks de. just that she din spot. THEY HELL RAN AWAY LORH.
HAHA, actually after accembly all of us run pass her, dunch wanna get caught again. ooo, im so scared of her o__O

4)Actually, this doesn't really affect me larh. but i got real upset when i heard this.. it goes like this.
''one TALL girl and one SHORT boys are real good friends, so they did everything together - eating, project work, blahblahblah. AND THAN THERE'S THIS FUCKING TEACHER, oops. She report them to mrs look, and as very old SENIOR CITIZENS they began to counsell that boy, pressurising them not to hang out together, din even wait for the boy to talk. DARN IT. why cannot ahh, somemore they only goodfriends.

WHAT IF I GOT BF!! than wad, expell me?
totally unfair. than if liddat, i think LETS ALL PREPARE TO GET EXPELL.
RVHS nothing to do, do this type of stupidd stuff.

yarh, expell. what's wrong with dating.
nothing.

hahs, okae larh. dunch talk liao. beginning to find RV too strict and unresonable.

tata ><

OH YARH, CHANG LO AND DIXUN, remember this sat morning buy regi prezzie first kaes. OH SHIT, MY APPOINTMENT.. darn it.. darn it.. nvm. that's that first. and chang, you have to run six rounds with me before we go. =D

tata

Damn it!

2006-04-24T20:40:00.000+08:00

Fugg.

Hate headache. HATE IT. AHHH

...

dammmit lorh. Straight after class got this bloody headache, after naphfa worsen.

grr.. naphfa sucks.

I HATE SIT AND REACH!
I HATE STANDING BROAD JUMP!
I HATE INCLINED PULL UP!

HAISSH, nvm. at least i got a silver =D
I'm gonna rerun. At least, hoping for the chance. Not that I'll get A, but just wanna improve moi timing. haha.

1ahCHOO, dunch you agree that physic class was totally boring!
Everybody was sleeping lorh. OKAE FINE.. i'm sleeping. but not the only one. dammit, somemore i sit in front. grr... aniway. We already change our register no. So why is lydia still sitting there!! can't wait for that day when i get to sit with genie, and end all my bloody troubles. bah =|

HATE LIFE

..LOST

2006-04-23T10:24:00.000+08:00

Stands out clear enough.

...

Yet, I just don't understand what all these words means. I'm lost.
Not that you let me down, not that..

It's just that, i feel really bad..?
Like not being there to help your friend up when she falls, and all you can do is just to watch, and watch, and watch..?

Yeah, maybe that's it.

Maybe.. okae. Let's just say that I'm not running away from the truth. Okae.

Alright.
You're feeling lost too. And felt obliged to say it..? Cause, you maybe felt the same way? We ain't there for you, yet someone else is. Someone who cares, listens, and do everything that we can't do, or plainly we don't understands.

I don't know what I'm talking about. bah =|
Just keep in mind that.. AHA!
'We, good friends of you,
Pledge that no matter what happens,
We will stick with you through thick and thin.
Through all troubles, misery, happiness,
And all the shit.'

LAME!

umm, so just remember that, no matter what happens, we'll all still be there for you. So, anithing just tell us. Don't suffer in silence.

Yeah.. take care.

FUGG

2006-04-22T19:50:00.000+08:00

dammit.
dammit.
DAMMIT.

I LOST ALL MY INFORMATION ON THE HISTORY. I SPEND SO LONG DOING IT AND ITS 2 FULL PAGE OF CAREFULLY SELECTED INFORMATION.. AND NOW I LOST IT.

DAMMIT.

feel like dying.. have to do the whole research all over again.

someone kill me pleasee...

* [-hate mah life

2006-04-22T11:16:00.000+08:00

...

didn't bother to blog till now. Siann.. guess what happened?

haha, I'm grounded. Well.. sort of.
1)I've to restrict myself to 1hr of computer per day, as in i'll only be online for 1hr per day, and at other times, i'll be appearing offline. Soo.. email me if you wanna ask for hwk.. chat. Whatever.
2)I'll not reply if you send nonsencical things to me through sms, unless haha i wanna talk or something. yeah.

LOLS, why must i do this.. you ask?

Math - 78/100 [A1]

Although its A1, I'm still around the lowest range in class. Yeah.. I remember there's this mock test to prepare me before this exam.. and I got 24/50. FAIL. Imagine that, and I'm the lowest in class at that time. I'm so freak out by it.. so well, I work hard.. and err.. score this. And well.. yeah.

Lols, to tell you the truth.. my hands were trembling when i wrote all this.. like siao.. and I've to retype alot of stuff.. cause well. haha, type wrongly. That day i got back the paper, feel kind of happy because i didn't fail, yet.. well, why can't I do better! WHY! whywhywhywhywhywhy.

...

Yeah, cause i'm plain stupidd and lazy.
SIMPLE.

Mrs Choy had a talk with me to peer tutoring that day. She said that.. She didn't expect me to get so low, and that she've to tutor me before i can tutor my buddy. HAHA, and well.. that kind of hurts.

Science - 50/100 [C6]

Just passed. yeah.. lowest in class somemore. GREAT. That geek minus off 1 mark for not writing my sirname.

WHAT SHIT IS THAT.

fine.. i dunch wish to elaborate on this. HATE SCIENCE. he talk so complicated, and din even wait for us to understand him. Everyday, go class, do experiment, out of class. Assighment dump it to us, and expect us to do everything..

I'm really hate myself.. all the assighment he gave. NONE i did it moiself, all copy from friends. I HATE MYSELF. WHY MUST I DO THIS.. freaking.. freaking..

Biology - 21/30 [A1]

LOLS, this one tyco de larh.
But, i only dunch know how to do the cabbage question and some of the MCQ question. Really satisfied with this test, among the tops! yayys! haha.

Dunch know how i manage to win my friends.. they're so much better than me..

English - 41/55 (test) [A1]
- 78% (overall) [A1]

DAMM HAPPY. Full marks for my topic sentence (I didn't study for it!) Lose most of my marks at the quotation part. It no wonder though, i don't excell in literiture.

Higher Chinese - 25/50 (test) [C6]
- 61% (overall) [B4]

What can i sayy, lose all those frigging marks in my comprehension. Lucky my compo pull me up. YAYYS.

No matter what. I love chinese. I love looyushi. She's so rawking. Chinese is the only lesson when i can be myself, i can joke, i don't fill stress. HAHA, even when she's punishing me, i don't feel too sad. She looks like she's joking or something.

CHINESE RAWKS.

History - 84% [A1]

My best subject. FREAK.
Last minute study de, in library borrow all moi friends essay on 'Why do empires expand' and than rewrite it. IT RAWKS. I'm soso satisfied with it. HAHA, it helps didn't it. Maybe not for you, but its a big deal for me. =D Hope it did help you though.

LOL, i nvr spoke up in class. So mr lim ain't exactly pleased with me. But mr lim, I promise, i'm trying!

so.. A1+A1+A1+B4+C6 = 13

SHUCKS. HATE IT.
i promise.. I'm really trying my best to change, to work hard.
I dunch wanna let you down again.. im sorrie mom, sorrie dad, sorrie teachers..
sorrie.. really sorrie..

Parents-teacher MEET

This totally freaks me out. Was hurrying my platoon mates to leave before 4. SAW MY MOM AND DAD. godd.. we went to macdonalds straight after that.

They met Mrs choy..
SHOULD HAVE ASK THEM TO MEET LOO.
though, well at least i manage to keep them out of chowchow, limlim, and conie.

Mrs choy, was really disappointed in me. She said I've to put in more concentration in my work. And, during lesson. Sit up straight and look at her, instead of turning to hoching. like BAH =| did i?

Lol, she also say that i din 随便 teach my peer tutor. And, i put it alot of effort in it. YAYYS. so happy =]]
SU, i'm not gonna let eu down. I promise. I won try to bom peer tutoring animore. U improve alot in all your subjects. HAHA, though the pen doesn't cost much, but its from the bottom of my hard. WORK HARDER!

And for some reasons.. my parents suddenly mention that science was the lowest in class, and they said that during lessons.. don't talk to my friends. OH NO.. umm do you think they know?

This is seriously frigging me out. EVERYTHING.

To valerie : glad your okay. ur dad seriously cares about eu. my dad too.. i was trying to blink back my tears in the car, and he suddenly said : 'I'm not blaming you.' Though.. they get freaking upset when they saw my hand.. what's wrong with doodling on my hand..
To alan : my parents ain't smiling. because i've fail as their child, i'm not like other children.
To jiali : OMIGAWH! i can't believe you were in the same swimming lesson as me! mann, none of us recgonise each other! HAHA. hais.. though you might not like NCC, do try and.. think at the bright side. I know you'll! Ur're so much sensible than me.
To SAPS PALS : sorrie, can't make it today. I totally forgot i promise genie, ziqi and cloud that we're doing project this sat.. so sorrie. I'm missing out all the fun. WAHH...

kae, i better tidy up my house liao.. guess genie ziqi they all coming soon >< dammit. MY HOUSE IS A TOTAL MESS.

2006-04-02T11:27:00.000+08:00

Yes?

haha. miss me ahh. keep saying i stop blogging le.

I'm a busy girl for goodness sake lorh.. haiis.. can't even find the time to do finish my homework.

Hahaa. kkae larh, if i blogg. it'll be short. and not so naggy. i suppose thats good right. Yeah. í'll do that. HAHS.

After common test le, teacher still stress us. gib so many hwk. i lost the eng wrksheet now stuck with this bloody SAN MAO chinese thing..

...

STUPID.

I HATE SEC LIFE.

* [-

2006-02-10T20:38:00.000+08:00

*cough, cough*

...

Today in class alot of people cough rites! Its either me, gayle or leeyin. My cough and cold worsen..cause yst rain. Than when i off the MRT, i runrunrun home in the heavy downpour! don wanna call mom, don't want her to waste the trouble..soo..yeah lor...than..when i came to this another stop lar, than must run across the street again. This really nice auntie in front of me signal to me to get under her umbrella! Aww man, she's so nice. Not like other people ignore e pure innocent girlgirl like me *winks* and than just walk past the street like they didn't see me liddat.

Man, once again! Thanks alot! I really appreciate it! =]

Tell uu hor, u guys noe today 'O' lvl out rites, so hor all the teachers today badd mood lor. Morning assembly first that conniechan came up to eugenie ( right in front of me ) and than started scoulding her, yet again about her socks too low, cannot see RV logo. Than eugenie, try to pull them up of cause, cause the fabric all stuck inside her shoe liao. Than she pull up now long enough, so she went to get the math teacher, mrschoy and than both started scoulding her. Than conniechan went up to wanzhen and started scouding her the same thing. Than, conniechan started pulling at eugenie T-shirt. And i mean, pull! so of cause, she pull so hard, the thingy surely come out one lar! than she go pull claudia one nicely and than sayys this is the wayy it suppose to be tuck. Eugenie got tuck in lor! Is just that at some parts she abit too much cloth liao wadd! BUT, if liddat might as well scould everybody, everybody also not tuck until not a single fabric can be seen! So nerd lor! i did like to see the teachers try this. Than my turn...>< That mrchow came in front of me and than sayy, "Ur hair already covering ur face! go pin it up nicely like the other girls!" Ehh, genie and cloud! not true right! my hair at the side of my face lor, somemore is not a bunch man! is just some lil loose fringe! and than wad other girls lor, all the other girls also liddat one wadd, somemore even worse.

I ask around, nobody got scoulded, except 1-ahchoo in the front row! man..this is so totally unfair..

Lols, no PE today, donneeda skip! in all everybody must do 550 skips sia! That is so totally insanny lor! The bryce hor, he damm good man! No wonder he can get into athletics, he skipskipskip using one leg and so light liddat and than gently switch into the other one! WOW MAN! Yongyu also damm good! and than..uhh than alan hor, like most people, do until jump up and than the knees come banging down with 3 times the weight inpact, ya noe wad i mean. lols. And austin not really good at skipping, so i tink out pe teacher loan him one skipping rod for him to practice. Im sure he will get better de, he so hardworking and everything. =] lols.

NCC..mann..would u guyys stop critcising abt moi shoe..i like this type of 3 stick on shoe. Its much more cooler than the shoe-laced one lor. Than u guyys keep saying is 4 primary schh kids or kindergarden blahblahnlahblah...NO WAYY LOR! THIS TYPE OF SHOE IS IN STYLE MAN! nvms, since its against schh rules too, i don wanna argue liao. don worry will but shoe-laced de...

Lols, today we played captain ball and do cheers, lols. damm fun man, wont go into details though, just wanna sayy that girls NCC is so much better than the boys, they really doing serious training man! wyahaha! lil girls lucki!

Huishan! u horr! tell us to wait in the end dissapear, wyahaha! next time is ur turn to wait for us le =]

* [-uhh...sorries..

2006-02-10T20:24:00.000+08:00

...

*lower head*

im sorries kkays..the last blogg entry kinda...kinda written badly lar. I didn't add all the girls in. I said im gonna name a lil bit only wadd..and..if i leave out ur name..please..please..PLEASE..don blame me. Practically all the girls in my class are so damm nice! And i just can't write every down..so uhh yeah..i'll name out all agains..i really didn't meant to..so uhh..here are the corrected ones...

Claudia
Joycelin
Huishan
Wanzhen
Hoching
Shereen
Lydia
Kaizhen
Jiali
Eugenie
Ziqi
Valerie
Veron
Wenli
Janice

Lols! almost every of them =] kkays. i didn't deliberately leave u guys out de..really..

And Jothum *grins mischieviously*, Jothum name cuter mar, so i call u Jothum larr..kkays =]

* [-Learning to let go

2006-02-09T22:42:00.000+08:00

Been feeling kind of broken lately..

And can't even share how Im feeling with my Bffs..so i share with claudia. Lols. Claudia is a great pal mans! In fact..ALL the girls, except for some, are my Bffs for RV.

Claudia
HuiShan
Joycelin
Hoching
Eugenie
Ziqi
Shereen
Valerie
Veron
Kaizhen
Jiali

Uhh..still got alot lar, but just name out a few =) paiseh if i leave out u ppl.

Than uhh the boys...hmm only got some that i can get along well with:

Muxin a.k.a Jothum <=spell wrongly deliberately
Bryce a.k.a Brycie
Alan a.k.a Lanny
Yongyu a.k.a Yayu

Lols, wondering why i gib names to boys. Lols its just a habit with my BFFs. Haha. chang lo, remember french-fries, broomstick, double hambergur, usher =] Uhh. i just gib them kinda same as their names first. Than after that than decide what they should take after. =D. Hahas.

Lols..uhh..weird..at the beginning of the post..was feeling sad and everthing rotten, than now was suger, spice and everything nice. Cause i just realised i've got so many nice friends at RV. But still trying to fit in and find the right circle of friends. Now everyone was like together, no little groups.

Hahaz..Well see Jothum, blogging helps people calm down and look back at things that happen before. U never blog before don't criticise blogging. Or not like me last time criticise loyee and changii now also a insane blogger. Hahaz

Kkays lar, i go sleep liao. Its gonna be a long day tomorrow.

And im not going to let u affect my RAWKING life animore. im loving moi new friends =]

* [-Dehydrated lil me..

2006-02-09T17:53:00.000+08:00

Yeah right..im sick.

How fukken is that. I talk also like whisper, and so rough liddat. I shout very pain..drink so much water still got that sandpaper feeling in my throat =[ paiseh hor guys, i today talk very..umm smth soft, and err..disgusting voice today.

One thing good though, No PE. =] wells..the rolling is kinda stupid lar, must roll like pencil, roll like puppy, and roll like dish. So while they were rolling around, im rolling too! im rolling moi eyes.

Wyahaha!

Wanny, Shanx & Ching. Remember next time the chinese zhou bao presentation is Shanx, than everybody must think about what to sayy later and once we got back into class, everybody write down their ideas and put together for Shanx to sayy.

Haiz...i mean YEAH! tmr got NCC...but...how am i going to sit through everything, or exercise or just run about blahblahblah without drinking water or eating sweets tomorrow. How am i gonna survive! Haiz. will see tmr!

Freaking lucky today Mr lim really good. And todays history is (finally) interesting, cause its about Mcdonald not about some british in india thingy..well mayb got..but the main point is not abt it =) I love this kind of lesson without being punished for not asking questions, instead he call us up. Makes things easier.

Damm. Can anione tell me whether tmr still needa bun up and do hairnet. I don get why we must do this if the seniors ain't doing. Urghs.

Aiya i go sleep liao, from schh eat medicine than go home eat medicine still no time to sleep. urghs. Medicine makes people sleepio u know!

* [-Sick =[

2006-02-08T22:44:00.000+08:00

Short post today. Drugs are making me sleepy. Yeah! i eat drugs sia!!! really! okay lar..i eat medicine. Got sorethroat yst, cold today when i went into freezing aircon room and out to warm air than was sniffing whole day till now =[ now got headache. what's more, i havnt done finish my homework

Just now i went to sleep for 1 hour 20 minutes also kana scoulded by father say i lazy..WTF! i do too much work that's why almost faint in exhuastment.

Tmr history..really will try to ask some stupidd questions. don't wanna be scoulded agains...Haiz muxin brycie they all so clever de..lols! me and clau gonna copy answers from them tmr =] heyy thanks guys!

Won't be taking PE tmr, i don tink need letter rights. hope not, than i shall be watchin u guys do gymnastic while i sit there. hope that teacher don ask me to talk. i've lost my voice, and even when i tok..very painful..

Haiz, poor lil me. Pity me lehh teachers..don gib too much homework..i very tired le.

Nvm. g2g le. buaiz

* [-NCC haven

2006-02-07T22:28:00.000+08:00

Wyahhaha! Myuhahaha!

excuse me. *ahem*

Haiyoyo...today we eating outside cause inside no space rites, and wenli *grins* shesheshe. Ohh man, this is gross. Do you really wanna hear it? Lols, nvm don wanna hear also must hear. She hor, like changii ask what's the blacky thingy on the table, thought it was mud and than wipe it away. Than...

"Wahhh!!!!!!!!!!WAHHH!!!!!!!birdshit!!!!!!!BIRDSHIT!!!!!!!!!"

Wyahaha. I very cold-hearted de, friend liddat still laughing. haha. well, really wadd, eating outside sitting down is better than eating inside standing up and squeezing with people kept saying excuse me. Urghs.

Tied my hair back into a bun...put on the bloody hairband. Ohhs, stop laughing chang. I know i look funny..don liddat lehh. haiyarr..and than wads more, we needa wear hairnet! i was like WTF! this is so grandmother style!! i don even noe where to buyy hairnet lor, need to go antique shop buy anot? Heyys, if you guys noe wear to find tag me kkays.

And err. we spent more than 1hr listening to the sergents and staff toking. We must sit up straight, cannot fidget, hands on ur knees..wells not exactly, but i donnoe how to explain using words. My specs already slip down to my nose le still cannot move. Cause no permission. =[ And than this..no erm..this..she is the 2nd most powerful person in NCC i tink and she brought us choco from new zealands and rocher =]. Than finally i can move, didn't realise my leg was numb until i tried to shift positions. The whole legs stuck there! So i erm, Hit my leg, pinch it and do anithing to it. No feeling at all! didn't even think my leg was there. Yeah i know. leg abuse.

Wyahaha. We played games, get to know all the NCC girls, play this insane running around games and wacko. i sabo angel 2 times =]. But she must thank me leh! They helped her paint their face very nice, one side cross, the other side circle =]. Than i donnoe got sabo by who, i was just sitting there and than and than someone go hit me and err yeah WACKO! so..i got face paint by the 2nd most powerful person in NCC. she wanted to draw my brows actually! but i say cheeks, cannot bully me mar, i still sec 1 leh, her junior =] so i got drawn on the cheek - a tortise. Didn't get to see how it looks like until i went to wash up. Looks nice. Heyy thanks..erm 2nd most powerful person in NCC. Paiseh, i donnoe ur name. And according to someone, they sayy the tortise looks like a star =]. was tempted to go home without wiping off the face paint. wyahaha!

The NCC boys were doing basically the same stuffs as us except that they play soccer. For more info, Alan's group lose. Muxin's group win. Lols.

Kkays, people. All of you seen me before rites? I have alot of faces actually. Read on!

They say i have a UG face - when i told them i was going for netball
They say i have a NCC face - yeah i agree too. So mom, i won't change into NPCC de, don't try to convince me animore.
They say i have a dancer's face - oh for goodness sake, i can't even touch my toes.
They say i look like angel - Yeah, im pretty sure i do =] except i won't get as thin as her =[
They say i look like Chloe, a.k.a maroon specs - Its just with the specs actually.
They say i look like some guaiguai girl - really ahh...=] wahh so thank uu leh, i wish i also so guai.
They say i look like a future SC - Yeahyeah! i wanna be a SC! must vote, nominate and promote me kkays! Sure won't regret de!

Lols, yeah. Can only think of this few. got lots more de! but my head cram liao.

Haha. i go back do homework liao lar.

Buaiz. Remember hor, must nominate feei!

* [-midnight oil =[

2006-02-07T00:08:00.000+08:00

yeah..see. 12.11 LE!

and ya know wad. there's time even later than these. and these is just the normal time i sleep everyday. Plus. see, when i tell u i sleep at these time, u tink i do finish every hw ahh, no larr! i got alot of hw donnoe. tmr from 7 to 7.15 cramcram anihow copy. Really damm hope grace do the popcorn thingy, i don wanna waste time on explaining everything to her or something liddat. cause i still got other hw needa go schh copy..sian. YAYYS! tmr no lim lesson, so happy everyday got chinese. im gonna be a goodgood chinese student =] and english of cause, but difficult leh! aiyo, i go sleep liao lar, or not tmr teacher yakyakyak i look at the teacher, and than eyes keep drooping and than the teacher will keep looking at me. and than i didn't listen cause one ear in one ear out. no err! i think didnt even get it in. wyahaha.

nites

* [-Its going off...off...off

2006-02-06T17:27:00.000+08:00

Quite alot of things happen yesterday...started off bad, than good, than bad, than good, in the end, all my happiness = saddfukkenfeelings.

See..on Fri, I didn't do my homework, on sat, i was out for the whole day followed by chinese tuition. On sat, 9a.m to 10a.m piano lesson, 4pm to 6pm got tennis, and from 10a.m to 4p.m, im kind of not at home. so all my hw cramped at night =_=" donnoe how i manage to do them. urghs.

Godd..i tink im beginning to love tennis more and more. =] umm wells =].

Thank uu RED-T korkor...ur the only one..umm well nice to me there =]

Lols. everytime tennis, i was the youngest there. and so..umm i was kind of the lousiest there. I cannot seem to catch the ball in time...=[. While others partnering with me kind of..urghs liddat. Red-T korkor taught me how to serve better, and just relax and have fun. =] And err..yst when my parents came. i donnoe, im able to catch all the ball, serve past the net. =] Red-T korkor was against me. and err, he lose, cause his trying out some new style. lols not because im good. Lol, not because im good. Thank uu red-t korkor =]. I love uu =P ( as in, wells, his kind of my korkor marr..lols tell uu, his quite cute de =D )

Than...loyee got this rashes...than...Joan took over her...and something really drastic happen...making loyee all so miserable and everything...and now..now joel got bronchits and asthema..

...

U KNOW! U KNOW! I CANNOT TAKE ALL. I CANNOT TAKE ALL THE CHANGE! LOYEE! I DON WANNA HIM. DON'T U GET IT.

and all..u can do right now..is to make up, and get back with him...please..for goodness sake.

I'll prayy for u guys..that's all i can do. U have to complete the remainding puzzle by urself..

...

Aniways..okok. Mr lim was nice, when his humorous, and not forcing us to answer questions, but when HE does that. his horrible-terrible-vegetable. *sigh* i really don't know what to ask, history just ain't my proffestion. ohhs wadever..i guess i'll volunteer in the reading part than..

The peer support thingy in which we went to New Town just beside us was super fun! Im in group one, same as every of 1ahCHOO =]. I've got a buddy, she's really really preety, that's why im attracted *ahem* to her in the first place. Wells, she's EM2 but! her math was kinda good! really! She doesn't have a mothertongue, and speaks only english, and she's from Miami! cool rites! =] That eugeniee hor, i on same MRT with her so long until my stop than she see me *fumes*

Ahh wells, have to hurry on with my hw, tmr is gonna be a nice dayy =] NCC DAYY=] wyahaha! fill u guys with it tmr

Sayonara!

* [-Yayys!

2006-02-04T22:11:00.000+08:00

Lols. Yayysyayyssyayayyss! '

I have gone krazy (like always). Lols no lar. See, my blogskin change, got taggyboard (but erm, something wrong with it), and I've got my title bacc. =]

So umm. Went to Changi's hse this morn, (pestering her with all this blog stuff =]). And umm, err. she horr! Making fun of me lehh! okay lar, this the first time im wearing skirt =_=" Lols! yeah erm yeah, and uhh, actually i tink its kinda nice. I mean i tink its not nice before cause last time my parents ask me wear skirt sososo below knees, but umm, now not. so this is different. =] Like the new look anot. Or should i stick with the old one, simple lil shirt and pants. comments kkays.

And than we went to je..and straightaway, we spot lo, regina, naijing and joel. Wells, umm i tink they spotted us first lar. Hahas. Than we went to watch Fun with dick and jane. So nice, i mean they steal rob the bank and everything, and didn't get caught. well almost. and in the end, well happy ending like it always do =]. kind of...sadd..though..the feeling of watching movie's gone...and, and..its with someone else now..and im sitting through 2 hours with it. no..practically the whole day with it...and..trying to be wells..happy and everything..like i always do, always do. Cause i've lost it all..

Than...tuition...and i got selected compo to put up on the board =] than...RUSH! i mean really rush, i run and run and run to westmall, of cause got sit MRT lar =_=" and..they already eaten finish. so haha, i eat by myself. BTW, thanks Lo's father for the wonderful meal and the Hongbao =) Lols. and..find a planner..WAH LIAO EHH, so expansive! $12...sobsob. the RV planner so lan, all coming out liao. haiz.

Urghs..moms calling again. so guess.

tata guys.
Things gonna have to be better...it just have to..

2006-02-03T17:49:00.001+08:00

Lols! nice anot. haha. anihow trying out new things. Btw, i getting new blogskin again. I needa find something my style..so far all the blogskin i search are so...out of place. so not me.

Lols. aniways. We got our CCA yst. =] OKok! at first i was kinda sadd lar. Not because i hate NCC. i love NCC...but, i wanna get into Netball. Haiz. lols nvm. Kinda loads of girls in moi class got into NCC from moi class. *grins*

Good news : Qiao wei (a.k.a Minnie Mouse) got interested in NCC, and was cooing about how cool the uniform and everything look. =] But...she sayy she feel like if she gib up NCC is like wasting her sis affort, cause her sis been asking around wether St. John got any space. Lucky she havnt hand in the appeal form *smiles*

Tell uu horr, the NCC. omigawd the shirt is like. i try XS too small. I try S too big. =_=" still chose S. better big than small rites! Than the skirt, at first i paiseh. Cause we are changing in the class, and must pull up the pinofore ( not that i didn't wear shorts kkays! ) Budden i see people put their skirt size so small, so i try again. Wah liao ehh! i try properly this time horr, its dropping! and over knee, so damm long. So in the end took size 6. Lucki sia! The beret and hat damm cool. The boots krazy de. everybody wear the smallest size hor, also so big, budden no choice, choose lor, than when we march, the shoe drop out. Wyahaha! They think Sec 1 than we all big foot. Like real. *puipui* we got alot of clothes lar. but forgot liao. Wyahaha, will show u the photos of them next time kkays! promise. i wanna use camp take more pic =) plus now pestering father to buyy transfer plug for my sumsong e730.

PE today run like siao..but looks like i very fast finish lehh...either they run extra round or i short one round. But...i run with huishan lehh! and we finish 6 rounds together...so weird! Haiz who cares. its over. Claudia most li hai de! she run 6 round without walking. so good horr! I run 3 rounds already start walking le. or maybe even less =P.

Starting to think CC is looking up le. her lessons getting more interesting. now most boring lesson is history. Haiz. but if i sayy hate it, think negatively, than i'll hate it more. So umm! YEAH! SEE HORR, HISTORY RAWK HORR, NO ONE CAN INSULT IT. err...yeah..yar! Cannnot insult horr! ermm err yarr..

Thinking CC lessons getting more interesting le. NO GUYS! NO! DON'T THROW ROTTEN EGGS AT ME. aiya, really wadd. The most hated lessons with my peers and myself now is history...I mean yeah, maybe we will like history if the teacher's not desmond. His too demanding, people want ask question most also scare away le...haiz. but still need to ask. Or not will die. Other lessons people keep volunterring answers cause teacher don't bi us. u noe wad i mean..I liek Luo lao shi the best! She don't punish me when i forgot to bring my hw. she's not like other teacher accuse me of not doing! And...well she just treat me really nicely. I love her! really! She Rawk! Mark my words =]

Lols. Changii, too badd. 7 than come home. Wyahaha. i pity all my classmates. got two days is 3rd lang, 2 days is CCA. only one dayy can get home early. Unless u got projects and stuff. Wyahaha u guys so ke lian. I also very ke lian lehh...go home normal school days reach home 3 something. Plus now no such thing liao lar, keep staying bacc at schh for projects and stuff. and if got CCA ddays, off at 6 reach home around 7. Bathe and dinner, 8.30. yar i took very long to bathe de. Do homework till 12 midnight still cannot finish de! Than i set 30 minutes break for nappy, than after 30 minute ring, i sayy 5 more minute than completely forget about it till next morn ring 5am, than i sayy 5 more min...than sleep till 6. Haiz, so needa go schh cramcram do work...sian.

Lols! lucky moi friends also liddat. Im not alone. LOVE U GUYS. *don't love me back, im not lovable*

Continue Rawking, and stay true to ur CCA. Muacks! i love NCC, wyahah

2006-02-03T17:49:00.000+08:00

2006-02-01T09:46:00.000+08:00

Umm...Lo, Chang?

I think I kinda know waddafuck the title can't be found le. U guys can type the title above the posting thingy rite? I cannot leh, there's no "title" there for me to type in. Happen kinda long liao, lols shure u can tell de. Sosososo...AH-HUH! Changii ahh, Sat before we go to the movie or wadsoever, I go your house you help me see what's the prob kkays, plus rite, the description and everthing can't come out too. I wanna uu help me add a tagBox, do the bloodi description thingy plus all the links and everthing.

Err..izzit okies? *blinking innocently*

Wah liao ehh. Tell you hor, my CNY kinda sucks like hell. Set off at 10a.m. from SG. Sorry hor Chang, that's why didn't reply your SMS. Lols, return my Full House tmr kkays. =]

Father side
Took nearly 3 hours to reach from SG. Reach there, so sian..do abit of hw. Than all the cousins came. All siansian de. They all lamers. So fucking unpleasant lor, all the games there u know fireworks and everything my parents provide one lehh, and than hor, my father bro and sis sit there do nothing. Only my father good lor, than the mother hoorr, i mean the grandmather keep saying this not good that not good. Drink 100plus no good, eat rougan no good. Than horr my father bro sayy wanna eat rougan they rush out and buy. WTF. Siao one lor, we eat cannot, they sayy wanna eat can ahh. This no good that no good. Than everything don eat lar, since eating too much fish also no good what. Rite?

*sighs* Im living with a bunch of Dumbos.

I hate Father side lar. Got so much fuccking things de. Mother side better.

Mother side
Took 8 hours to get from Father Side to Mother side. Long hor, i stuck in the car asleep. =_=" Overwhelm by fatigue mar...there more fun. Got nice things to eat. Nobody will complaint. And OMG! there's 3 more cutecute babies born there *grins* I didn't bully them lar. Really! 2 girls 1 boy. Wyahaha. The Jaslynn keep smiling at me =) All very guaiguai de. All call me da-biao-jie. Except for one *pouts* Don't wanna call me de. Next time I go must call me da-biao-jie too kkays =)

Me and my rawking cousins - sheng, jie, shu.
Jie & Shu are twins. But no one guess it lor, they don't even look alike. Next year i go back bring camera snapsnap for uu guys to see. Oh yeah, we play dan, dai-di. And alot other games. I beginner in dan =_=". Budden win a few times lar. I not that bad okies! Dai-di, I only learnt last year, taught by Lo and Chang hor, I already better than them. Keep winning. So sadd lor, cannot gamble. Or not win alot de. Parents there mar...they gamble i watch can liao larr...*sigh*

Oh yeah, this part is so...succking. I can't believe i got to see this kind of stuffs. On CNY that day, there's this dinner, than everybody can go there to see people sing and dance. I thought it was just harmless fun at the beginning. Well, it looks like that what. Umm, there's this Selina xiao-jie whose dancing on stage. And the way she dance, i mean so seductively, so disgusting. So i grabbed jia-yi - a cousin who reluctantly went home with me. And than a while later, she grabbed me to go back there agains. This time, the singer+dancer change. Another lady. She went down and dance like siao. Than all the bloodi uncles join in. Kinda like a pub. Everybody just went krazy in there. I donnoe why I so stupidd stand there and watch. I was standing rite next to the speaker and it was so blaring loud. Oh stupidd me. There's this guy keep wanting to dance with the lady. Budden this old pop keep pushing him away. And so he sit right below the speaker keep shaking his head. I donnoe whats going on. Suddenly everybody was dancing like siao, all going insane. There's alot of whispering going on there.

Than out of nowhere, daddi came and pull everyone away. I mean my cousins and I of cause. sayy they can't find us and were worried sick..Now than tell us those people were eating drugs. Siao one, now than tell us. We die they how! Aiyo, i won't ever go to a pub, so scary.

Lols!

Umm..yeah.
The REAL reason why i didn't go to school today.

Cause I sian
I havn't done any homework
I don't wanna see CC face

Wyahaha. i DIE liao lar. Homework alot lehh!

Urghs. i should stop blogging now. Gonna Hw to do =(

2006-01-26T22:51:00.000+08:00

Duhhduhhduhh!

BAHH! This is stupidd, full of bilderwash.

Ohhs wadever. Okies lar. i admit i stupidd kkays! I don't know how to change this bloodi blogskin. Urghs. Gonna make Changii come moi house first before going to saps. =_="

This is stupidd lor. i even forget how to use title. Wyahaha. laugh all u want. i laughing too =)